^ in honor of Alan Rickman's death :'(
To those who don't know, he played Professor Severus Snape in the Harry Potter movies.
RIP Alan Rickman. You will always be remembered as one of the greatest actors in history and one of the most impressive humans to live on earth.
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Waking up the next morning felt wrong especially because of the unsolved mess between Eros and I. Like the fact we'd shared saliva and some pretty intense neck kisses that made me blush just thinking about it. I could feel the crumbs of chocolate staining my face that served as the reminder of the rejection.
The motions of getting out of bed, changing and completing my morning necessities felt so robotic. Repeated.
Why did he affect me so much? Why did I let him affect me so much? Damn him and his spectacularly chis
