Fated Mate

Pack, Promise & Regret

 Josh's POV

“Josh? You, okay? You’ve been staring out the window since we got into the car without saying anything” Ezra asks snapping me out of my thoughts.

*Flashback 2 years ago*

I rub my eyes trying to wake myself up, I glare at the clock ‘9:30 am huh? Damn this is going to be a long day’. My room door suddenly is swung open a sudden smile is on my face “Happy birthday to you.. happy birthday Josh!” My sister’s mum Luna Lily, dad Alpha Damien, and sister Ayla all cheer for me. “I love you guys thank you”. I hug them all and scatter out of the room after opening some gifts with them and cake.

I head for a shower and get ready for the party about to happen downstairs. I decided on wearing a tux and for some reason, my gut was telling me to add an emerald tie. I slick my hair back and finish getting ready. I’ve been anxious about finding my mate and with many Packs and she-wolves are attending I just don’t know if I can keep up. I MEAN… a good time with she-wolves is the ultimate fun and having one or two underneath me by the end of the night what a perfect birthday.

My dad mind links me. “Make your way son, it’s time”

I head downstairs and out walking towards the main hall where the music is blasting. I come to a sudden stop and that’s when it hits me the sweetest smell of Pears mixed with Vanilla feels so intoxicating as the wind blows. My wolf ‘Leo’ is pacing through my head, happy excited howling, and next thing I know my body and feet have a mind of their own and are following around the back of the packhouse towards an old playground I used to come from to when I was a kid. A sudden smile flashed on my face. It’s so intoxicating. I hear a sweet voice “I wonder if they’ll notice if I’m there or not” “sometimes… I wonder if it's true” I hear her whimper.. ‘she’s crying. Who’d hurt my mate? They’ll pay!

‘MATE! Comfort mate!’ Leo chants in my head “watch it mutt the last thing I need is a headache tonight” I growl.

I stop and close my eyes.. ‘why do I know that voice? Why?’ I open my eyes and turn and the most beautiful girl on the tyre swing facing out towards the lake and mountain peaks. She’s wearing a beautiful emerald long slip dress with a slit on the left side exposing her beautiful thigh down to her ankle. Her black curly hair was put into an elegant high ponytail. ‘We’re matching’ I think to myself in awe while staring at her.

‘No no no no, this can’t be..’ As she sighs, she turns her head and stares at me with shock on her face. As our eyes met all I heard was “Mate” I whisper to myself. ‘What the f**k’ an immediate look of disgust forms across my face.

“JOSH!” Emilia runs and hugs me. I froze and kept my face stern and just stare at her. “Happy birthday Joshy, shouldn’t you be inside though?” she says. Anger spreads across my face ‘EMILIA? Emilia Ryan is my mate? The girl who I’ve looked out for as an older brother? My best friend’s youngest and only sister! She isn’t even 16 years old yet’ I think to myself. “Okay.. well I don’t feel too well so I’m heading home. Cya” and turns to leave. I turn and head into the main entrance.. I have to nip this before s**t gets out of hand. I need to reject her. The number rule of all time between me and my close friends is “SIBLINGS ARE OFF LIMITS!”. Because she’s not of age yet it won’t hurt as bad. So I thought..

Later that night celebrating wasn’t as bad as I thought, I down a couple of shots of tequila and a few beers. But I still thought of my beautiful mate, the one I always called a sister. More anger rose in me. I had one of the pack sluts, Chloe, in my arms she was always begging for attention from me and I knew what I needed to release my stress. Someone easy and obedient. I start kissing Chloe and head out towards the packhouse and next I know she’s on her knees in the hallway just outside of my bedroom rubbing her hands against my hard d**k. I throw my head back and moan. "Are you sure you want to that... Chloe" I say and give her a smirk

She unzips my Jeans and pulls my hard-on out wrapping her mouth around it I start to push her head back and forth. “Suck that c**k baby!! Yeah,” I moan. I lift her up and rush into my room I shut my door and throw her against the wall. “f**k me Alpha!” I can smell her arousal. “You want me to f**k you slut?” I move my thumb rubbing her c**t and shove 2 fingers straight into her p***y. Sucking on her exposed n*****s “YES ALPHA”. "f**k my p*ssy please Alpha"

I push up more and move my tip in front of her entrance. ‘STOP! NOT MATE!’ Leo whines at me. ‘Leo, we can’t have her she’s like our sister we have to reject her’ Leo whimpers in my head and blocks me out. “Josh, take me, take me” Chloe cries out. Just feeling her under me is making me feel sick but I know I can’t have Emi! I’m suddenly raging inside. I enter her with one hard thrust! I groan as I thrust harder and faster in and out of her. She keeps moaning but I block her out. Images of Emi come into my head imagining it’s in deep in, pounding her, loving her, her moaning my name. I feel pleasure building up inside of me about to reach my c****x. ‘Emilia’ I let out in my head and we both c*m at the same time. “Now get the f**k out!” I say with authority she storms out of my room. She was known as the pack slut, sleeps with anyone that walks and I hear her and her friends always picked on Emilia when I or Ezra wasn’t around.

I wash all of what just happened scrubbing hard at my skin with regret, I change and climb out of my window and head towards Ryan’s home. ‘I need to do it before it’s too late.'