Mikhail Matthew was telling me about how wonderful it was to see his beloved again after so long. But I ignored all of that, ever since Cristina told me she was pregnant and proved it, I haven't been able to be the same anymore. It's like something is constantly pulling me down. Matthew convinced me to go out for drinks and have a good time, and that was all I needed. "We should be careful and grab an umbrella, because it's a miracle you left home without your fiancée." Matthew knows the whole situation, how irritating and superficial Cristina is, but because of these things, I prefer to stay focused on my work only. "I don't know how I'm going to spend the rest of my life with that woman. Damn the moment I... Damn the moment I let myself indulge in life's pleasures (having unprotected

