Didoka
The North Islands
Present day…
My body and mind were at war for the very first time in my life.
I’d never encountered such a problem as this. It was a strange dichotomy between my physical needs and my intellect. I knew all the reasons why I shouldn’t like Kun’s body. I was still a very young Omega that hadn’t shared her Heats with any other Alpha than Kun. Sharing Heats created bonds between Instincts. If my Omega Instinct grew too familiar with Kun’s Instinct chances were that I would try to mark him again to force a mate bond with him. It was already bad the fact I had tried to mark him once, but if I tried to mark him a second time I was afraid I was going to die of embarrassment. Even more if Kun didn’t mark me back. I was also risking the chance of growing...accustomed to certain benefits from being around such a virile Alpha like Kun.
I’ve lived my entire life surrounded by Alphas with the s****l drive of beasts in Heat and not even once I’d seen any of them act like Kun did around me. I only needed to move a certain way or flick my hair back and he was bending me over the nearest flat surface and mounting me with enraged growls. I wanted to research if his behavior was normal. Alas, if I had the time and the energy to research his s****l prowess, I would have started it the day after my last Heat ended. Three days had passed since then and not much had changed in our interaction.
Kun would bathe me and feed me every day. If I ever tried to fight him he would punish me and he would always ask me for the reason why he had to punish me. I would never have the answer he wanted and that would only make him extend my pleasure until I was a screaming mess of need and desire. We hadn’t played any other of his games and he hadn’t asked me any other questions. Kun only wanted to f**k me. All the time. Everywhere, in whatever position he found me. I hadn’t been able to work much in my research about the Neutralizer. Every single time I found something important and tried to share it with Kun his eyes would turn completely black and right away I would start gushing my slick for him. Down we went, f*****g like animals around that beautiful library that had started smelling like s*x.
On the morning of the fourth day I finally finished my translation about the origins of the Neutralizer. I looked proudly at my work and then started biting at the fingernail of my thumb. If my theory was correct and my translation was clean then I kind of knew how we could find the Neutralizer. Nira and Katala were not going to believe this. Hell, I wasn’t sure I could fully believe what I’ve just found. I was still analyzing the scriptures when the walls opened and Kun walked into the library.
My heart started beating faster when I looked at him over my shoulder and found his gray eyes already fixed on me. I knew he was protecting my poor heart from convulsing in surprise after the last time he materialized behind my back and started kissing my neck without any notice. I was pushed against a column and mounted so fast that I’d almost fainted. And then I really fainted when he gave me a world-shattering orgasm that blackened my vision. His scent was already aggressive and heated, the only warning I received before he stepped before me and covered my waist with his hands. In silence, he placed my ass on top of the scroll I’d just finished and opened my knees. The sweet scent of my slick made me blush in shame. I was so ready for his c**k. Gods, it was so embarrassing how ready I was to receive his c**k inside of my p***y.
Kun purred appreciatively, sliding his large, calloused hands over my inner thighs and opening my legs wider for him. I moaned and started pushing the shirt he had dressed me with. I needed it off, gone, out of the way. Kun acted fast, fisting his hand over the shirt and pushing it up, until I was completely naked for him. The thick waves of my black hair had fallen like curtains over my breasts and Kun’s eyes started blackening in hunger. Gently, as if I was the most delicate being in the world, he pushed my hair over my shoulders, until it fanned over my back. I sucked in a breath, feeling my skin pebbing in pleasure at that one simple touch of his fingers.
“You are so damn beautiful, princess,” he growled in my ear, placing a kiss on my cheek and waiting. I felt my eyelids tremble and with a moan I followed the heat of his mouth with my lips. We kissed and our bodies jerked at the same time, as if we had been burned down by a spell. I moaned again and Kun took my face between his hands, cupping my cheeks while he widened our kiss and owned it. He controlled the rhythm, the pull and push, the damn fire coursing down my veins. I started panting, my chest moving fast while Kun claimed me with that kiss. Softly he cupped one of my breasts and kissed me slower, until there was enough space between our lips to form words, “I want to hear my name in your lips. Say it when your cunt chokes on my c*m. Say it every single time I make you come. Say it and I will always give you more.”
“Kun…” I moaned, nodded obediently and closed my hand over the straps of his pants. I started opening the flaps urgently and his kiss deepened right away, one of his hands closed over mine and helped me to get his c**k free for me. I whimpered in need when he finally got naked, dropping his pants on the floor and widening his stance. Kun stilled me with a hand over my ass and another against the back of my neck. He started pushing me down at the same time he entered me. I gasped and smiled, loving that first stretch, enjoying the heat of his c**k filling me from the inside out.
He hadn’t pushed completely in when he stilled and stopped kissing me, his eyes opening and moving to the side, as if he had listened to something I couldn’t quite hear. I was trembling in his hands, my p***y clenching hungrily for his c**k. If he didn’t f**k me right then I was going to come only at the light touch of his c**k inside my p***y. I couldn’t have that, by the Gods I wasn’t that weak...yet. I moaned and Kun looked back at me, his brow lowering and his hips jerking as if he couldn’t quite control them.
“Please Kun...please…” Kun cursed under his breath and rested his forehead against mine, entering me fast. I screamed in pleasure, scratching his back when he let go and started f*****g me faster. He kissed me, swallowing that single scream angrily. It was maybe my imagination but the room seemed darker, as if shadows were crawling around the hall, from where we couldn’t see. I bit his neck to muffle another scream and his hips jerked out of rhythm, his curses turning dirtier and filthier by the second. He sounded angry, grumpy even and rushed. I tried to calm him down, placing a hand over his chest but that only seemed to get him even angrier. His strokes turned punishing, almost cruel, as if he was making me pay for committing the crime of existing. I moaned louder and he closed his hand over my mouth, silencing my moans and f*****g me harder. My eyes widened when I started coming and a scream broke free from my lips but Kun only tightened his hold over my mouth, not letting a single sound rise over the constant snap of his c**k stretching me in its way in.
When he came inside of me he cursed, shooting his c*m into my p***y with ferocious strokes and not the usual deep pumps he enjoyed right at the end, before knotting me. It took me a moment to understand he wasn’t knotting me this time and my eyes filled with tears. Something deep, deep inside of me seemed to break a little but I refused to show it and instead I blinked fast, pushing the illogical pain of not receiving his knot inside of my mind and locking it in a box at the back of my memory.
With a growl, Kun pushed out of me and walked away, taking his pants from the floor and dressing fast. He didn’t spare me another glance before turning around and leaving me there, still trembling the waves of pleasure he had given me. I waited until he was gone to dry the single tear that had been threatening to drip out of my eye. Then I got up and decided I was not letting any Alpha ever treat me like a w***e again.