Mat regained control of his emotions and decided to put all of that energy into the house. That first afternoon as Logan and Mat are having lunch on the steps that go up to the second and third floor he explains to Logan. Being a vampire has its perks but there is some downfall to it as well, emotions being one of them. The more you kill the more parts of your humanity get lost and the more difficult it is to regain that humanity. But also if you have your humanity then you feel everything much more intense. Sorry about a lost puppy will feel like your best friend in the world is dead.
“So it’s a fine line, being a monster or being an emotional wreck?” Logan says sympathetically.
“That is why you don’t get vampires that get real old anymore, and that is why they had to seal me in that r
