My blue eyed man

Chapter 8. Butterflies

As were walking through a small hall to go to his bedroom which was not very far from the garage he opens his bedroom door the first thing I noticed is the pile of cups piled up on his bedside table and bottles of water due to my ADHD I couldn't help but stare at it and he looks at me and says what with a grin on his face I asked him I said what in the he** is that what you were expecting Prince charming I live alone I don't usually think about that table very much please don't stare at it. He asked me if it would help if he cleaned it up real fast. I told him no it's your bedroom not mine if it doesn't bother you then it doesn't bother me I lied through my teeth but I didn't want him thinking I'm some crazy OCD person. He said to make it because I didn't really feel like picking it up anyways he said can you hold on a second I need to get out of these clothes I've been working in them all day and they're all sweaty so he headed to his closet and when he has back turned to me I'm not gonna lie I had to take a peek he took off his shirt and threw it in a hamper then he started pulling down his pants and looked back at me and said no peeking unless I make it fair. I blushed and turned back around I heard him laugh as soon as I turned around. He then turned around and said ok I'm done you can look now. He jumped on his bed and In a laying down position and patted the bed and said sit. I didn't want to be rude so I slipped off my sandals and slowly laid on the bed and laid on the edge he said he don't have to lay there you can come sit by me he then proceeded to pull me by the arm gently into his body. His touch sent chills down my body that I never felt before and butterflies in my stomach fluttering around but because of my damn nerves I just laid there frozen like a statue telling myself calm down you can do this! All of a sudden all the tension I felt went away when he put my head on his chest. Then out of no where his stomach started to growl and we both just looked at each other and we both started laughing then it fell quiet again and he then proceed to grab my chin just staring at me. At first I thought I had a booger hanging out or something in my teeth I asked him what is it?? He then placed his lips on mine he stops for just a moment and says you have no clue how long I have waited to do that . We will smile I did tell him and he goes in for one more and then tried to pull away but I was not having it I grab the back of his head and ran my fingers through his hair and forced him to stay put I was not ready for his lips to part mine no where close to it. I then felt his tongue pressed against my lips trying to force their way in and I was more then willing to oblige.

Then out of know where he pushes me away I don't know why but it made me feel rejected. What did I do wrong I meant to say in my head but I said allowed?. He proceeded to say nothing you did absolutely nothing wrong I just don't wanna rush this I don't want you to feel like you're obligated to do this I wanna go slow. I just looked at him with a blank stare. Hayden so do you wanna watch a movie and then went through a whole list of movie apps that he has on his television and I said I don't care whatever sounds good to you I'm not picky. I think I might have hurt his feelings because I didn't want to agree to what he wanted I wanted it now. I wanted to feel his touch I wanted his body on mine the connection all of it of course I wasn't gonna tell him that I didn't want to make him feel like I was using him it's just it was so hard not to with his messy hair everywhere and he may not have a six pack but he had everything I've always wanted in a man ever since I was a little girl he had the blue eyes he had the brown hair he was tall he was round not like his belly hung low but he was no skinny twig and The most important thing he had my sense of humor which is like the best feeling in the world it was like I was hanging out with someone who could not get mad or not understand what I was saying like we were literally one person it was just the best and I'm going way off topic here.... we then picked a movie on Hula Called Overboard the one with Ann Faris in it. Then asked me if I was hungry which I think the only reason he asked me if was cause he wanted to eat cause I could still hear his stomach growling.

Finally he was done going upstairs repeatedly getting drinks and eating by this point I was starting to get annoyed it's like he was coming up with excuses not to lay with me or be near me h*** at one point when he was upstairs I thought I might have smelled so I put my arm in the air and sniff my armpits I really didn't know what was going on. And now he was running to the bathroom like what the hel* man? As he finally laid down I decided to be childish I waited for him to get comfortable then I sat right up and said I need you to get out he looked at me with shocked. I then said move I gotta go to the bathroom he said so I don't need to leave for you to do that I need to pee and I don't want you to hear me since your bathroom is right there in the next room. He said so just turn the fan on I said no you gotta go please go. He then said fine I want to smoke a cigarette anyways laughing as he walked out the door. I proceeded to go to the bathroom turn the fan on but I didn't really need to go but I just wanted to look at them and see if there was something on my face and to fix my hair somehow it managed to go out of place while laying on the bed. I then returned to his bedroom Yelling I'm done he walks in smiling saying better now? I said yep he said you know that's the strangest thing no one has ever kicked me out of my old bedroom before and all I could do was look at him and say well you have now and it won't be the last I can promise you that he said will see about that.

I lay on the bed and curl up in his arms once again we start by making fun of the movie it was starting to feel wonderful once again. But again I started longing for him once more but this time I didn't wait for him to make the first move I just looked at him and said point out blank are you gonna kiss me or not? He does not say a word back and just pulls me in close and it starts out slow then he places one hand on my breast just above the shirt he then starts pressing his tongue against my lips so I let his tongue enter my mouth our tongues intertwine rapidly back-and-forth like it's some thumb war but with our tongues .he then starts tugging on my hair enough to where it lets out a little moan and there's a little breaths he takes he asked me if I like that without even taking a second to think I answered yes. He began slowly running his hand That was on my breast down my body I feel his smile as he's kissing my neck at first I push his hand away he doesn't seem to mind. He continues by nibbling on my neck it sends sparks down my body I think he feels my body tremble and slowly move his hands down to my skirt slowly unbuttoning them but this time I don't stop him I just tell him to do it without even giving it a second thought he proceeds to rub" my bud"slowly from top to bottom. Do you like that do you want me to keep going he asked me I don't answer him I just slowly move my body against his then I place my right hand against his shorts pressing and rubbing it in circular motion against the bulge in his pants and a moan slips out of his mouth I slowly slide my hand into his shorts and grab his "hard membrane" and move my hand up and down I start out slowly until he starts going circular motion and I can't help but move my hand the same speed as his up and down moving faster and faster pressing her lips harder together moa**** into each other's mouths. He said kissing around my neck once more saying c** for me baby I want to feel your "juices"all over my hand. As I'm getting ready to combust I feel this burning sensation I've never felt before shooting through my body I can't help but screaming oh my God. he said good now it's my turn and tells me don't stop just keep going as he's now kissing on one breast and twirling the other one with his fingertips. I'm almost there keep going don't stop keep going oh my God yes yes he says while moaning. He tells me to pull up my shirt all the way I don't take time to object I just do as he's demanding me to do. And his " juices"spread out all over my chest.

We're both laying there now trying to catch our breath just staring up at the ceiling. He turns over and looks at me and says wow this is not exactly where I thought the night would lead us I thought the only thing I was gonna get is a kiss which I was more than happy with but this this is so much better! Only thing I could think of to do was smile cause honestly I really needed a drink my throat was dry after all that. He pulled me onto his chest and said lay with me I want to cuddle but don't you dare tell a soul because I will deny it in a heartbeat I don't know if he was serious or not because he was laughing. Which I don't know who I would tell the only one I would tell is Cheyenne and it's not like she's gonna run up to him and say you like to cuddle and tease him I mean she might if we ever become serious but that's future Hilary's problem this Hilary is just gonna lay here in this man's arms and soak in every minute of it without a care in the world. he then looks at me and says stay the night with me I don't want you to leave yet I want to hold you through the night and wake up seeing your eyes.

With him holding me tight in his arms I finally get the courage to just say what I've been thinking for the past month I turn over and look at him and say for the love of God will you tell me your name already it would be nice to know the name of man I'm laying in bed with! He kisses my forehead and smiles and says does it really bug you that bad I mean we can always just skip the names and go straight into nicknames now don't you think he says with a smirk on his face at this point. I kiss his nose and I tell him how about if you don't tell me your name I don't stay the night I say with the devilish grin on my face trying to outsmart him. He doesn't say a word he just hugs me really hard and says you're not going nowhere unless I release you and I don't see me releasing you anytime soon i'll just keep you in between my arms forever how's that sound? He then cut me a deal he said if you stay the night tonight and lay here with me in my arms I'll tell you my name first thing in the morning but you have to promise me this or there's no deal? I agreed to but mostly because being in his warm arms I was becoming tired faster than I usually do and his bed is just so warm and cozy. He kissed my forehead and then my nose and then my lips and said good night my little dork I'll see you in the morning.