Our two packs

Not to me

Morgana POV

Once again I tried to train by myself and lost control I had to go over the river to avoid burn the woods, thank the goddess Dylan got there in time.

I was so tired from holding on that I just passed out as soon as he reached to me.

I waked up back in the pack house with Damien and Liam, they were telling me the things they had found about Silver Moon and the Lycan when it started again, the last thing I remember was to tell them I needed Dylan right now, and the hell went lose again.

I could fell Dylan enter the room, the release on my body and I was out again. One thing I know for sure I can't live like this, I can't use a male like a bag were I carrie stuff I can't hold on my hands, besides I can't keep using Dylan when I don't know what I want from him.

After he asked the boys out he seated in bed next to me and pulled me in to his lap it really fells good to be this close to him.

We are like this when the door opens up and Melissa enter the room wearing a super reduced lingerie, with a food tray in her hands. When she sees me on his lap in bed, she had a hysterical attack and she starts screaming and throws the tray to the floor.

I stood up looked at her and used my Alpha tone, she doesn’t belong to my pack so I know that maybe she will not be as affected by it as my pack members would be.

"Stop screaming you stupid girl you are hurting my hears."She cringed.

Then I turn to Dylan: "Apparently you are luckier then I'm, your food is still eatable - I point at Melissa - I have to go to the kitchen to find something for myself! Don't worry I'll sleep in Damien room!" I smiled at him heading for the door.

"Oh, no you won't!!" Dylan said holding my arm.

"Dylan, are you f*****g kidding me?? Look over there - I point at Melissa who is looking back at us- do you think you have any right to tell me what to do? What the f**k do you think? Just because you are a guy you can do what you want with who you want and because I'm a girl I'm supposed to stand for that s**t?? Let me remember you of something you may have forgot I'm a Alpha just like you, I will not settle for anything less then what I deserve, and let's face it, I deserve way better then this!!" I try to free my arm from his hold but he doesn't let me go.

"Please babe, I don't have any idea why she is here!" he tells me.

"You don't, let me tell you... she's here because you allow her to. If you didn't want her to be in here you could just have banish her from your floor, you didn't do it because you just didn't want to. Well, have fun kids, I'm hungry, I'm going." While I was speaking Melissa came near Dylan and hold his hand pushing him.

"Get the f**k away from me and from my room now. I want you in my office in 1 hour. Pixie babe, come with me let's go have something to eat." He hold me by my waist freeing my arm and take me out of the room and in direction to the kitchen.

When we arrived to the kitchen Damien and Liam were already there waiting for us.

"So you guys had company?" Damien asked laughing.

"How do you know about that?" Dylan asked.

"We saw her going upstairs with a tray of food" Liam answered.

"You saw her, you knew we both were in there and you let her" Dylan growled at them.

"Why?? If you were alone it would be ok? I asked with a smirk.

"Of course not, you know that's not what I meant!"

"I don't, but I don't care either! At this point I just need a turkey sandwich, and to find a way of control this over power I seem to have without your help so we both can be free to f**k whoever we want to!" As I said this Liam and Damien start coughing and laughing.

"Really Morgana, is that really necessary??" Dylan said preparing our sandwiches.

"Don't know, you tell me seems to work for you!!" I throw at him.

"Pixie, As much as I like to see you put my brother in his place, we have to talk about Melissa. We discovered something that explains a lot of what has been going on. Let's eat and then we'll talk on a more private place". Said Damien

We finished our food and head to Dylan's office. There they finished telling me about everything they found out, included the Lycans part. And then they told me that from what they could gather Silver Moon was looking over me for a long time now, since their Alpha was in a meeting at this pack house and he layed his eyes on me, apparently in their library there is a painting of my ancestor, the last Pure White, like me she had copper hair and deep green eyes. When he saw me he made the connection as he knew my mums ancestors.

Arthur and Axel are near Silver Moon territory at this point trying to figure out with some people from there who their allies are, they think that there must be people from inside our packs feeding them info, and one of the people they suspect is precisely Melissa.

I'm pissed of I'm not used to be left in the dark, they should have told me all of this right away. But the truth is that they have a point I was in training and then I blacked out most of the afternoon.

We still catching up when we hear a knock on the door. I can fell her stench before she opens the door.

"Come in!" Dylan said.

She comes in and seats in the chair in front of Dylan's desk, I'm seating with the guys on a sofa on the back but I go and seat on the desk so I can look in to her face.

"Melissa haven't I told you already that I'm Morgana's mate, and I don't want you near me anymore?" Dylan asked her.

"But she doesn't want you, and we had always found our way back to each other. You told me you loved me Dylan" she said with tears in her eyes, if I didn't know her I could fell sorry for the bich.

"I said I loved you when I was a horny 16 years old, I would said I loved a wall if that could get me layed! I never once told you I would give up my mate for you, I never promised to make you my Luna, and it wasn’t that I was the first or even the last. We had a good time but it ended after high-school, we had a few f***s after that but thats all, we never even slept together!"

My wolf what's blood, I can be very cool about all this s**t but Snow is not happy that Max was anywhere near this slut, she keeps fighting me for control, so I turn myself on the desk to look to Dylan so he can see my eyes changing and helping me keep her calm. He looks up at me smile stand up holds me just for a minute allowing Snow to settle down.

"Thanks!" I whisper

"Any time, at least someone in there loves me" he says kissing my forehead.

I turn back to my previous position facing Melissa, and she is beyond mad, Dylan continue speaking at her:

"Melissa, I'm asking you a few questions, keep in mind I already now most of the answers so don't bother lying! Who do you know from Silver Moon, and when did you meet them?"

Suddenly she began to get pale.

"I know Archie and his Beta, I meet them on that party a few years ago on Archie birthday." She told us

"Don't lie" Dylan yelled

"I know is father, I meet him the first time here in the pack house. When I was a kid and then his Beta came to me 6 year ago and I meet him again" What the hell...

"What they wanted with you?" Dylan asked.

"When he saw me on the pack house I was outside watching all of you playing, by then you use to have some obsession with her you wouldn't allow anyone to hurt or talk harsh with her, you were always watching over her. He asked me if it was always like that and I told him it was. Then he asked me if I would like you to be like that with me and I said yes, 3 years later his Beta show up and I meet him again. By then you were in high-school, they gave me something to put on your drink so you would fall for me but it would only work for 3 years, I was supposed to make you accept me as your mate before that, but then you gained your wolf and every time he was in control he would run to her - she looks at me with disgust- I kept in touch and they have always been very supportive towards me, they always ask me if I'm ok and help me to get you back." She explained. How stupid can someone be doesn't she understand she had been used?

"Do you think they have been supportive? You have been trying to keep your Alpha away from is true mate, that is treason at least!!" Dylan yells at her.

"Did he ever told you why he wanted to help you?" I asked her

"No, but a few weeks ago I overheard a phone call, and they were talking about someone that grabed your attention, and as soon as you accepted the rejection, the process could begun!"

"You know Melissa, you are so stupid that even if I want I can't hate you, even with all that you have done to me, all the videos and photos you sent me making out and f*****g with him, but by the way so you know, back then for me was just disgusting nothing else I was to young to be jealous if that was what you were looking for. The rejection video who idea was it? And how was it done?" I asked

"It was their idea, Wolfbane lots of Alcool. They told me that if you happened to be mates that would cut all ties, and as you had no wolf yet it wouldn't hurt!"

"Let me tell you, they lied, it did hurt like hell" I told her."

"Ok Melissa, I think it's all for now, you can go, and you are banish from the upper floors " Dylan said standing up, and coming around the desk near me.

"I knew, there was something wrong!!" Liam said

"Let's get some sleep tomorrow we'll have a long day"Dylan said taking me out of the desk.

We all went upstairs and I was going to follow Damien to his room when Dylan put me over his shoulder:

"Sorry babe there's no way I'm going to have a bad night if I can have you in my bed and sleep like a baby, you are coming with me and I'm holding you really close to me untill I fall asleep" Dylan said

Damien shrugged and goes his way laughing.

I don't resist because deep down I know he is right, I sleep so much better when I'm with him. This mate bond thing is really amazing.

Melissa POV

Only now that I was forced to speak about it I could understand how stupid I had been.

All this years of course they never cared about me, who am I after all just a head Delta's daughter! What they wanted all this time was to use me to keep the two Alphas apart, and I was so stupid I believed he would somehow give up is true mate for me. Why the hell did I ever believe that, in our pack we learn from a early age that our mate is the most sacred think our goddess give to us and we shoud always wait for it and accept it no matter what. Of course he would want is mate, most of my high-school friends already found their mates and all of them accepted them and all look happy, I was the only one who rejected mine, and I did it on spot, as soon as I saw him standing in front of me I asked him is name and rack and rejected him. I can still see his face, the sadness on his eyes, he was absolutely gorgeous but I didn’t want him, I didn’t want a Gama if I could have a Alpha. How stupidy I had been now I don’t have neither. I heard was granted to my Gama a second chance mate, a Beta's daughter.

Morgana POV

The mate bond is really something magical,

I'm laying in bed with Dylan wrapped in his arms and it all seems so perfect. There's sparks flowing all over my body, we have been kissing tenderly and it fells so good. The only problem with it is the other side of it. If you are lucky and you have a good mate is heaven but if you have a bad mate is a living hell. That's why with Dylan's records I'm beeing careful. We have a treatment center in our packs that Damien and I help create a few years back that help wolfs in bad situations because of abusive mates and it's really scary the things you see there. Wolfs mate for life, so when you mark another wolf you open a link between you two that means that if anyone cheats the other will fell the worse pain you can imagine, the only way to stop that pain is to reject the other, but for that the other as to accept the rejection to. Most of the times what happens is that the cheater don't accept the rejection but also doesn’t stop cheating so it puts the other through hell.

I found there's a way of stopping this, and is quite easy, the victim just has to stop being victim and enjoy the pleasures of live just like the cheater, after 2 or 3 nights in hell they will accept rejection and everything else you ask them. Normally the victims are she wolfs as by nature we are more submissive unless we are from a hight rack blood line but even then, we have had a few Lunas on our hands. Even if my solution is really effective and with proven results only a few are brave enought to try it, most of them just pray for their mates to regret their behaviour and come back to them. Well I'm not like that! That's why I'm beeing so careful with Dylan, because if he ever do something like that to me Blue Lake would be without Alpha.

After hearing Melissa I almost felt sorry for her, she rejected her true mate for someone who never loved her.