Chapter10. Samuel came

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EVELYN POV Emmanuel put the phone down on his desk and looked at Evelyn across the room. "Victor called Charles," he said. "Samuel wants to see you." Evelyn set her pencil down on the sketch pad. She had been working on a design all morning, but her hand kept stopping, her mind drifting to the news articles she had read before breakfast. "When?" she asked. "Tomorrow morning. Victor would bring him to the gate." "Not inside?" "No. Charles made that clear." Evelyn looked at Grace, who was sitting on the floor nearby, building something out of colored blocks with focused concentration. Her daughter hummed softly to herself, perfectly content. Samuel was ten. He had spent years ignoring Evelyn at the dinner table, walking past her in hallways like she was not there, repeating things Amanda had whispered to him about his mother being weak and sad and useless. But he was also the boy who had called out for her in a bad dream when he was six and grabbed her hand so tightly she could still remember the feel of his small fingers. "Tell Charles yes," Evelyn said. Emmanuel studied her face. "Are you sure? You do not have to do this yet. Let him wait." "He is ten years old, Emmanuel. He is not Victor. He is my son and he wants to apologize. Making him wait because I am angry at his father is not something I am willing to do." Benjamin came in from the kitchen doorway, carrying a glass of water. He had clearly heard the conversation. "Do you want company?" he asked. "I can stand nearby." "No," Evelyn said. "This one I do to alone." He nodded and stepped back. She spent that afternoon trying to work and mostly failing. She sketched half a dress and threw it away. She started a color palette for next season's opening collection and stared at it until the colors blurred. At dinner, Grace ate two full plates and told a long story about a bird she had seen in the garden. Evelyn listened and laughed at the right moments and held onto every word, because her daughter's voice was like medicine. She went to bed early but lay awake most of the night. In the morning, she dressed carefully. Not to impress Victor. Not to perform anything. She wore a simple white shirt and dark trousers, her hair down, no jewelry except small gold earrings. At ten o'clock, she stood near the front gate of Williams Estate. The security team kept a respectful distance. The morning air smelled like wet grass and flowers from the garden beds along the fence. A black car pulled up outside the gate. The back door opened and Samuel stepped out. Evelyn pressed her lips together. He had grown since the last time she really looked at him. His shoulders were broader. His face had lost some of its roundness. He looked older. He looked nervous. He walked toward the gate with his hands deep in his jacket pockets, eyes on the ground. Victor stood by the car, watching but not moving closer. The security guard opened the pedestrian gate. Samuel stepped through. He stopped about two feet from Evelyn and looked up. His eyes were his father's eyes, dark and direct. But the expression in them was all his own. Uncertain. Ashamed. "Mom," he said. Her throat went tight. "Samuel." He opened his mouth. Closed it. Opened it again. "I practiced what I wanted to say. But now I cannot remember any of it." "That is fine," she said. "Take your time." He looked at his shoes. "I was mean to you. For a long time. Amanda told me that if I acted like you were not important, you would stop being sad. That it would make things easier." He swallowed. "I believed her. I did not check if it was true. I just believed her." "Samuel..." "I am sorry, Mom." He looked up again, and his eyes were wet. "I am really sorry. I did not know she was lying. I thought she cared about our family. I thought Dad loved us and everything was normal." His voice cracked. "But none of it was normal, was it?" Evelyn crossed the last two feet between them and put her arms around her son. He went stiff for half a second. Then he wrapped both arms around her waist and pressed his face into her shoulder and cried. Not politely. Not quietly. He cried the way children cry when they have been holding something too long and their arms finally give out. She held him and said nothing. There was nothing to say that would be better than just holding him. She stroked his hair, the same way she had when he was small and could not sleep. His shoulders shook under her hands. After a while, his crying slowed. "I saw you on the news," he said into her shoulder. "You looked so happy." "I am getting there," she said honestly. He pulled back and wiped his face with his sleeve. "Is Grace here?" "She is inside. Do you want to see her?" "Yes. Please." Evelyn looked past him toward the gate where Victor stood by his car. He had not moved. He was watching them with an expression she had not seen on his face before. Something without armor in it. She looked away from him and put her hand on Samuel's shoulder. "Come on," she said. "Your sister has been asking about you." She did not look back at Victor as they walked toward the house. But she felt his eyes on her until the front door closed behind them. Inside, Grace came running from the sitting room and threw herself at Samuel with a shriek of delight that made Mrs. Sarah jump in the hallway. "Samuel! Samuel is here!" Samuel caught his sister and held her up, laughing despite his red eyes. "Hey, squirt," he said. Evelyn stood in the doorway watching her two children, and something in her chest that had been locked for a very long time quietly clicked open. But the moment passed too fast. Because Samuel looked up from Grace and said, "Mom, there is something else. Something I did not say at the gate." Evelyn waited. "Dad cried last night," Samuel said. "In his room. I heard him through the wall. He did not know I was awake." Evelyn said nothing. "I think he misses you," Samuel said. "I think he finally understands." She looked at her son's face, so earnest, so hopeful. And she did not know what to do with that.
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