58I peered at the digital clock on my bedside table. It read, Monday, July 10. 5:57 AM. Pat’s hand cradled my bare belly. His warm body spooned around me. The first day of the work week and I was happy to be awake at sunrise. A new and delightful sensation. I should join AARP. I might be missing other unknown pleasures of forced retirement. I stretched my arm and switched on the bedside lamp. Its soft, golden light brought out the muted rose-and-gray plaid in the sheet covering me and Pat. The glow brightened the pale blue walls and midnight-blue carpet. Turned my bedroom into a cozy love nest. At some point during the night, I’d tried to apologize for how badly I ended things before. He hushed me. He was an investigator. He’d figured it out. No need to waste time revisiting the

