My Sick Alpha

Chapter 5

After that, The Blue Moon pack had a new Alpha.Elsie cruelly took revenge on the daughter-in-law who killed her son, but that revenge couldn't bring him back to life. In the end, she spent the rest of her life watching her family decline and suffering from a mental illness, before she finally died.

...As described in Arianna's memoirs.

So, in the end, I was blinded by money and dug my own grave. I thought it was a terrible fate when I read the novel, but I was shaking all over to think that it would soon be my future. I can't believe my role was to be such a villain. It was terribly bad luck.

I extended my hand and looked down. 'You're going to poison your husband with this hand?' Even just thinking about it made me feel terrible.

“How did this happen?”

Early in the morning, on my way back from my part-time job, I was hit by a car and died. What kind of death is that? I was still so young.

At that time, the novel "Become Prince Alpha'sMate"was in my bag, and that was the end of 'me' as far as I could remember...the novel I read and who I am in my previous life. I remembered all of this two weeks ago, and I wanted to believe that it was just a terrible dream or imagination.

However, as what I saw in the novel became reality bit by bit, I had no choice but to admit it. In the last two weeks, I clearly saw what was described in"Become Prince Alpha'sMate"became... a reality.

For example, from trivial information like the pattern of rainy days. From small and big events in the capital to social news, all of them became real. After putting all the information and my observations together, I concluded that this place was the world in "Become Prince Alpha'sMate".

I thought it was just a novel about people dying and transmigrating to another world.

But why me......?

Well, it's fine. But why did I get this role? The role of a wicked woman who would kill her husband and then die.

Can't I live a little longer?

'I shouldn't have accepted Elsie's deal.'

I pulled my hair out as I blamed myself.

But I couldn't help it. There was no other option I could choose at that time.

At this rate, I feel like I'm approaching death's door. It is because of this role that was given to me. The role that would kill both my husband and me. No matter how hard I tried to ignore my past life's memories, I couldn't because they were too vivid. Rather, I felt grateful that the memories of my past life came back, or else I would surely die.

"Become Prince Alpha’s Mate" began with the orphaned heroine who was adopted by a marquis and became a precious daughter who received a lot of love and care. After her social debut, she fell in love with the male lead who would become the future Alpha King, become the crown princess and eventually rise as the empress.

The main conflicts in the story included the veiled enmity between the imperial family and their relatives and the plots of the nobles that led to many filthy scandals.

Every page was full of provocative and riveting stories. It was the only thing that made my weary life fun. So, I used to read the novel over and over again. The novel was out of print, so I had no choice but to borrow it from the library. And whenever the due date of the novel approached, I extended it repeatedly. Needless to say, I had memorized all the details of the novel.

In the novel, Arianna eventually ascended to the empress's throne, overcoming all the crises under the firm protection of the crown prince in the imperial palace.

In other words, the heroine lived happily, like in other typical fantasy romance novels with happy endings...And I was only an extra that adorned one of the anecdotes in her memoirs depicting what she saw, heard, and went through in the Imperial Palace.

So, this was the problem. There was a reason why the subtitle of "Become Prince Alpha’s Mate" was “Arianna's Memoirs”. It was because the whole novel was composed of memoirs written by the heroine from her point of view. That's why I wasn't able to figure out the details of certain events or other characters' points of view.

The incident when Laila poisoned her husband...I didn't even know why it happened. The exact evidence and testimony were not explained in detail in the"Become Prince Alpha'sMate". Since Arianna didn't know the inside details of that incident, she only recorded the rumors that she heard. Among the rumors recorded were:

[She tried to take over her husband's property. She was married to him to give birth to a son, but she went crazy because she couldn't get pregnant.]

[It was easy to cover the poison because Alpha Evans himself was sickly.]

[That's very meticulous. How could a person do that?]

[If her husband dies, his assets will be hers.......]

[The deceased Alpha Evans was very pitiful. He didn't even know that his wife was such a wicked woman and had been living with her...]

But rumors were only rumors, and could not be deemed as true. Under her mother-in-law's watch, how could she poison her husband? Wouldn't it be too obvious and be easily caught? Why would I, no...why would Laila kill her husband?

It was not a marriage of love, but why on earth? Even after searching through all of my memories, both my past and present lives, I still couldn't find a single reason for me to kill my husband.

Ah, there was one. It was the rumor that caught my attention the most.

[I heard that she had an affair with another man.]

[Oh my God! How vulgar...]

[Did she intend to run away with that new man in the middle of the night?]

[Why would she run away? She would probably kill her mother-in-law, the former Luna too, and take over the whole Blue Moon Pack.]

A man...They said I did it because of a man...Was it really because of that?

I would have an affair with another man later, so I would try to kill my husband and take over his family? A timid person like me......?

I really couldn't understand. Before the memory of my previous life came back, I was just a powerless luna who even had to obey the maids' countenance. A powerless luna who was ignored by her husband and treated like an insignificant person by her mother-in-law.

Maybe that's why it was scarier when a person who was originally gentle changed. One day, a vulnerable woman suddenly became malcontent after an important incident and said, “I'm going to kill my husband along with them all!”

It was a common cliché in novels. Then she committed all kinds of evil deeds and ended up with a bad ending.

'But I'm a living person.'

I can't die like the extra character in the original story. Because I'm really alive! I was born in this world and have lived until now. I'm not a mere extra character inside a novel. Now, her body is my body! If she dies, I will die too!

I've already died once. I don't want to die again. To make matters worse, my neck is on the verge of being hanged by the rope since it is the destined future for Laila. I definitely refuse to die like that.

Wait, if I die, will I go back to the original world?

That's not exactly good either. On my way back from doing part time work early in the morning, I died in a hit-and-run accident. Even if I return to my original world and come back to life, would I be able to pay the medical expenses and earn enough living expenses?

No, I don't want to die. Above all else, there is no guarantee that I will return to my original world if I die. What if it really is 'The End' after I die? I can't waste this second chance that God might have given me.

I didn't have many regrets in my previous life either. I don't have parents and it was just a life full of struggles.

Since I already know how the original story would unfold, I will live well by using it to my advantage. Of course, before that, I must absolutely avoid that destined death.

{It wasn't me, it wasn't me!}

'Laila's' screams seemed to be ringing in my ears. Even on the execution platform, Laila cried out claiming her innocence.

Although why would she still loudly scream her innocence, even in that hopeless situation...no way...what if she really didn't poison her husband?