The cabin door was shutting as Marie entered the jet bridge. With a courteous smile from the flight
attendant, she slipped into her first-class seat, her pulse still pounding. Everything seemed unreal,
even the abrupt silence of the aircraft and the sound of the engines powering up.
She saw the skyline of Manhattan fade away through the oval window as the cabin lights faded a
moment later. There was a raw, exhilarating optimism underneath her.
She sighed after wiping a drop of perspiration off her temple. She had succeeded. She had
overcome insurmountable difficulties.
But even as the city lights went out and the engines roared, Marie could not get rid of the unsettling
notion that was gnawing at the back of her mind: *Who is John Thorne, really—and what am I getting
myself into? *
She was taken toward a destiny as unclear as the midnight Atlantic as the plane rose into the sky.
And the last strands of her former existence permanently unwound somewhere in the temples of
steel and smoke.
As the early morning light slanted through her flimsy curtains and threw long shadows over her
coffee-stained kitchen table, Marie awoke to the soft hum of her aged radiator. She looked at her
phone one-handed as if it were a lifeline, blinking against the brightness. Six calls were lost. Three
texts that have not yet been read. And—above all—an email from the recruiter from last night, this
time without the appearance of anonymity:
From: "E. Executive Search, Lawrence
Subject: Next Steps for the PA Position
Her heart was racing. She opened it with a tap:
Ms. Dubois, good morning.
I appreciate your quick replies. We would like to schedule an in-person interview with you in New
York City. To confirm your availability and chosen travel arrangements, please respond by 5 PM
today. Details will be provided later.
Interviewers' schedules change often, thus priority is urgent.
Best,
E. Lawrence Marie gasped. It was 8:07 AM on the clock on her stove. She would have just enough time to
scrounge money for a bus ticket—or, better still, a last-minute Greyhound fare—if she responded right
away. Even though they were unpleasant, they were significantly less expensive than the train.
However, every penny mattered.
With her mind racing with thoughts, she hurried downstairs after putting on her university
sweatshirt, which was made of more thread than cloth. Who was this Lawrence? And which
business has the power to recruit a PA under strict NDA terms without seeing them? The assurance
of an instant start seemed less like an invitation and more like a directive.
She called the reservations line for Greyhound. She had purchased a one-way ticket to New York
City two minutes later, with a 3:30 departure time that same day. She had to take a chance even
though the ~$45 trip would deplete her remaining money. Before searching through her beaten
rucksack for her resume and a change of clothing, she scrawled the bus confirmation number on a
piece of paper. She made the cut with her lone pair of black pants and a clean shirt that she
borrowed from a friend.
She prepared her response back at her laptop:
Mr. Lawrence,
I appreciate the invitation. I would be thrilled to do an interview in New York City today, and I am
available. A Greyhound bus that I have reserved is scheduled to leave at 3:30 PM and arrive in Port
Authority at about 8:45 PM. As soon as possible, please provide the interview location and any other
instructions.
With best wishes,
Marie Dubois
She felt as if she had leaped from a precipice, heart first, as she clicked "Send."
Time passed in broken rhythms over the following several hours. Marie attempted to eat a piece of
dry bread, warmed the coffee from yesterday, and looked at the power bill that was still on the table.
The recruiter's questions—complete discretion—repeated in her head. frequent journeys. No
conflicting obligations. The invisible boundary lingered: Are you prepared to completely uproot your
life?
Doubt flitted in her breast as she muttered to herself, "I am."
One among the hundreds of offices dotting the Midtown skyline was Suite 47B, a modest office in a
tall glass building. After copying the location to her phone's notes, she gazed at it for a while,
imagining what it would be like to enter that lobby. Would she shake her hands? When faced with
someone strong enough to demand complete confidentiality, would she find her voice? She packed her laptop (in a scuffed neoprene cover), two pencils, a highlighter, and her resume in her
bag. A toothbrush, a pack of gum, a paperback of Chekov's tales, which are her mother's favorite,
and her phone charger. Beyond the little picture of her parents pasted to the corner of her laptop,
there was no space for nostalgia.
She left her flat at 2:30 PM with her bus confirmation in one hand and her keys in the other. The sky
was a swirl of gray and pastel blue, and the Vermont air was crisp. Pulling her coat tighter, she shut
the door and stepped onto the creaking porch of yellowed wood. For a moment, she thought of
going back and remaining in the dull comfort of her familiar existence. However, the wind dispelled
that idea and guided her to the bus stop at the end of the lane.
At precisely 3:30, the Greyhound bus roared to life, idling outside the terminal before engulfing her.
As the scenery changed from rolling countryside to industrial fringes and then skyscrapers, she took
her seat toward the rear, number 27.
As she watched the light go below the trees, she placed her forehead against the chilly pane. She
was too tired to read when they arrived in Albany. Her imagination half-dreamed of a glass tower
with her name engraved on the entryway while she slept in fits and starts.
The bus shook to a halt at Port Authority around 8:45 p.m. Fatigued travelers staggered onto the
station, pulling their bags with them. With her muscles weary from sitting for hours, she raised her
load and made her way through the throng.
The lights of Manhattan shone outside like a constellation. While neon signs flickered, taxis raced
by. There was a hum of urgency in the air.
She looked at the map on her phone: Lexington and 58th, one mile to the east. She rattled out the
location and hopped into a neighboring cab. With his eyes on the road, the driver gave a single nod.
It was a ten-minute journey. He left her at the foot of a gleaming glass structure, and she gazed up
till the top disappeared into the darkness. Boots clicking on granite, she turned in her ticket and went
out onto the pavement.
As Marie walked into the foyer, her heart pounded in her ears. A sleek concierge counter was
illuminated by recessed lighting, and marble flooring shone under tall potted plants. From the floor-
to-ceiling windows behind the desk, a chilly air blew down.