Last night was so special to me. Ryder took me to Allison's dinner, we shared a lot of good food. Then we went back to his place we snuggled and watch one of my favorite shows. He acted like he didn't like it but he was invested I could tell. Then we fell asleep in each other's arms, it was the best night's sleep I have ever had, it felt so right to be there with him. Then in the morning, he had Maryann make all my favorite foods and made me a to-go goodie bag. She is the sweetest person ever. We are both heading out to my house to help me finish packing and say goodbye to everyone. We are all done with everything and the goodbyes it is now time for me to leave. I give Ryder one last huge goodbye kiss, it was so passionate and so needy at the same time. I am finally in my car,

