I can not believe what just happen. That was the best s*x ever, not that I am experienced in that department. Ryder just took it to a whole new level. I enjoy being tied up. And spanked. It gets my juices flowing. I don't even know how many times I came. All I know is when we were done my legs felt like jello. Ryder picked me up and carries me to the bathroom. We decided to soak in the tub for a while then we took a steamy shower. He said good I did my job. I had to think about what he was talking about. Then it hit me he wanted to give me a f**k that I would never forget. I defiantly, will not forget this night. I just wish we didn't have to go to the award ceremony tonight. I have to leave in the morning to go back to school. I just want to be selfish. But as the future luna a

