2:45 AM I thought I could sleep already, but here I am standing on the balcony watching the stars. Seems like my head is playing tricks with me again. It keeps on overthinking. I was thinking of finding another job. I sighed. I just said that I am not that weak in front of him but here I am now, thinking of a way to escape the past. What if he sees Deim? What if he finds out the truth? Will I just give up everything I worked for? I do not want to go back to our province because I do not want to see my father's face. After he left us, he’ll come back as if nothing had happened? And what, he will spend my mother's money again? I am now walking home with Mew. He invited me to have dinner at their house so I told him that I’ll have to tell my Mama and Papa first. They worry

