EVELYN It was such a a bummer I would be spending the weekend alone in this huge penthouse. Ian was going to Dublin to celebrate with his family. It kinda warmed my heart somehow to know he cared about his people at home. Striked me more like a family man, someone capable of being a good father. 'Too bad you won't be his wife.' My subconscious mind reminded me with a smile. "f**k you." I told her. 'You are already f****d, Evelyn, you know that.' She fought back. After Ian left for his parents', I decided to go back to sleep but my conscience won't let me be peacefully without bashing me for my decision. Guess I have to keep myself busy. I thought as I got up from the bed. It's probably because I'm idle. My conscience wanted to make me feel guilty. First off, I started with unpa

