It took me a full day, before I made a decision. I was quietly sitting at a park filled with children, adults, and couples, when I snapped out of my stupor.
What was I doing here? I asked myself at that time. Why was I wasting my time staring endlessly at the bustling business avenue when I could be with the one I love? Was my fear based on the past? Was I scared? Scared that it could crumble to dust just like the one before?
Were my reasons justifiable and reasonable from shying away from the love of my life? Was it worth it? To leave and spend the days of my life without him to protect myself from the pain and fear?
Was I selfish for choosing myself than being with him?
I know I still love him. We both still love each other. It’s a fact, one construed and endless. It grows and con
