Of course, I was beginning to feel insecure about our live-in situation. I wanted something more permanent. I had mentioned to her in one of our discussions, I had never loved anyone in my whole life, except myself. Then I met her. I emphasized how hopelessly in love I was with her. Thinking back on it, confessing that part may have been a mistake. It was making me vulnerable.
I needed a drink in the worst way. I picked up the phone and called room service. Douglas answered the phone. I ordered two bottles of the best champagne. He said he would bring it right up.
Anne took a bathrobe out of the suitcase and walked into the bathroom. I took off my suit coat and tie. After a few minutes, Anne came back into the room and sat in a chair. “Come over here and kneel in front of me. I want you
