Rachael's POV "Can you do this?" I asked Jared who sat on the bank of the river, at our secret spot as I swam. I turned around and swam with my back in the water. It was a skill that I'd only recently learned so I thought to show it off to Jared. "Seems cool.” He smiled uninterested, moving his legs which were in the water. Jared had called me out here, so we could have fun. And sincerely I wanted to take my mind off the guys, Justin, Jake, and Jackson. It’s been one hell of continuous confessions of love, and the worst part is.. I also feel the same way for not just one person, but all. When I think I know who I love the most, I realize I’m wrong. Right now I just want to stay from all three of them, no kissing, no lovey dovey, till I figure out if this is all just some mate bond pl

