Valentina Point of View
Life… is like a two sided sword. You go against its principles, you suffer; you go along with its flow, you still suffer.
Such an irony!
It is same for me in this case. The plan I made to keep Pig away from me seems to be backfiring on me.
No, it is not Demetri but it’s me who is stopping me from carrying forth this plan any further. If I carry on being sweet with Demetri or with any other men, although I would succeed in getting rid of the Pig once and for all; it still..
It hurts.
It feels as if I’m doing something that is against my principles, mostly against my heart. The feeling of something akin to guilt which I shouldn’t be feeling - not in the case of Pig at least - is terrifying.
I don’t know if I’m going this to keep him away from me
