Entry 5 Yeah, I’m not going this every day so it’s been a long while. Jackie and Sammie found their mates, and my stupidity put Sammie in a coma. I was on the roof of the packhouse trying to figure out why I hadn’t found my mate yet, but 2 of my sisters had. “If Chrissy finds hers before me, I’m giving up and finding a cave to live in alone.” I was thinking as Sammie & Mom joined me. When we were getting back down after a good talk and we had to climb this old tree since Dad cut off our other ways up there a while ago. Mom and I got down fine, but the branch Sammie got on broke and I didn’t get there in time to catch her. Damn, why did I have to be feeling sorry for myself today? She never would have been on the roof if it wasn’t for me. I rushed her to the pack hospital and we al

