Zander's POV Why am I like this, I said while leaving the door to close as I stepped out leaving Stella, I am a broken person, what was I thinking, all this while, what have I been on, I need to recalibrate, "Don't worry I will cook for you again.", I'm sorry. "Thank you for being in my life." Stella, I'm sorry, I couldn't think straight as memories of her smile clouded my head, how could I have done that to her, I used her, all I did was use her, every time, I always start it, I make her helpless to even stop it, I am a monster, I should be locked up. I said, as anguish and regret grip my heart. I love her so much, but I treat her like my plaything, how unsightly can I get? Ahhhhhh!!! I shouted into the distance but my echos were canceled by the gust of wind. I tried to hold myse

