The Surgeon And His Bossy Bride

Chapter 20: Exhausted

While still crying endlessly, I immediately fell asleep with out even knowing at that particular point in time. As I was actually sleeping out of the so much tiredness that I was actually having in me at that particular point in time.

The tiredness was already just so much that I could no longer hold it, considering again the fact that, I have been crying the whole day due to the present condition that Norman was actually finding him self in to at that particular point in time.

It wad actually a very touching condition that was literally making me to go so crazy and worse still, the fact that I was sitting beside him seeing that there was nothing actually nothing that I could actually do at that particular point in time in order to make sure that I help Norman in order to fight for his life at that particular point in time was not there.

All these things were actually putting me in to a very traumatizing situation as the kind of trauma that I was feeling at that particular point in time could not be explained at all.

There was literally the need for me to make sure that I finally get to over come all of the psychological trauma that I was actually going through at that particular point in time. But for me to think that, there was literally nothing that I could do at that particular point in time in order to put an end to all the psychological trauma that I was facing at that particular point in time, I was being just so disappointed with my self.

But any way, it was not actually my fault if I was going through some psychologically traumer and challenges due to the fact that, Norman was actually facing a very critical condition at that particular point in time that if care was not taken at that point, he might end up losing his life just like that.

And that was literally some thing that I would have never ever want to hear from any one or even to see at all. As I was trying my best fighting for all the means that could actually help Norman to live and have a very long Life at that particular point in time. I did not actually want that, all what was happening at that particular point in time should be some thing that will end up extending to some thing that will even be more dangerous and heart broken than all what they were all facing at that particular point in time.

How ever, I was still in the ward, sleeping like never before. It was not really a very easy day for me and the others. It has literally been some thing that could be very cool or even taken as a very normal thing at that particular point in time.

How ever, one could say that, even though the whole of that day had been literally and totally governed by only bad news and bad things at that particular point in time, there was at least a very good news that was being given at that particular point in time at last that was at least sufficient for every one that was found there at that particular point in time.

With out not with standing, that was actually the main reason why, I could even get to find a little bit of rest after having received such a very good and important news at that particular point in time. There was literally no way that, I could ever be so happy at that particular point in time rather than all what she had just gotten to know at that particular point in time.

Once I had gotten to know that Norman was actually still alive, my heart was so at peace at that particular point in time as I did not want to worry too much about all what was happening again at that particular point in time. For me, just knowing that, Norman was still alive was actually so enough for me to carry on and be very happy with all what was actually going on at that particular point in time.

As I was equally very lost in my sleep almost the same way like that of the surgeon while laying down on his sick bed. At that particular point in time, there were high possibilities that I could not really listen to any single thing that was actually happening at that particular point in time.

There was nothing as good as that which I was actually experiencing at that particular point in time because, I was actually very happy and cool just knowing that the surgeon was actually being just so fine at that particular point in time.

How ever, I had already looked for a very suitable position where I was actually sleeping directly beside the surgeon while sitting on the chair. I wanted to be very close to him while I was sleeping so that, I could literally have the opportunity to listen to every single thing that was going on at that particular point in time. Even if it meant that I should listen to every single thing that was going on right in side of my sweet sleep, I was very ready and down to do that at that particular point in time.

Every single thing was actually being just so nice and cool since I wanted to really be normal with every single thing that was happening at that particular point in time.

The kind of sleep that I was having at that particular point in time was actually being just so nice and cool and as I was totally and completely void of all what was happening at that particular point in time. My mind was completely empty of all the bad and evil things that were surrounding me at that particular point in time.

How ever, the very comfortable sleep that I was actually having at that particular point in time was not actually for a very long time because, instantly, I heard some certain noise as the doctor had come back to the ward to check on the surgeon at that particular point in time at that point when I was still very lost in my sleep and there was literally no way for me to actually make sure that, there was nothing as so tiring at that particular point in time as all what I was actually facing at that particular point.

I could barely even see the doctor while he was still being in the ward as my eyes were so flew. I could not see any thing at that particular point in time that could be as tiring as all what I was actually going through at that particular moment.

It was actually very true that, all what I was facing at that particular point in time could only be clearly explained by just me alone and no one else. As I was actually trying to open my eyes at that particular point but there was literally no way that, my eyes could open at that particular point as there all had vehemently refused to open at that particular point in time.

That was actually due to the lot of tiredness that I was actually going through at they particular particular point in time. There was literally no way that I could ever be that tired than that day as I was being just so exhausted.

At that point, I had already gotten at the peak of all the tiredness that I was actually facing at that particular point in time. As I was literally waiting for all what was happening at that particular point in time to cold down and leave my mind in peace so that I could finally be at peace at that particular point in time.

After having battled for over some time with the tiredness and the a lot of sleep that I was feeling at that particular point in time, I had decided to now accept the fact that i really needed some rest at that particular point in time and let my self go.

As I had literally accepted to fall asleep at that particular point in time totally with out resisting at that particular point in time . It was at that exact moment that, I was actually being just so happy at that particular point in time. How ever, there was actually the total need for me to understand that, no one can ever cheat nature as I was actually seeing it at that particular point in time.

How ever, every single thing that I was doing at that particular point was not only for my good but also for the food of both Norman and me at the same time. As well as all of out love ones that is, all of the people who care actually very close to us whether being related or not.

How ever, it was a very good thing to have ever known and felt at that particular point in time. There was nothing as good as having all the happiness that one has ever wished to have at that particular point in time.

The doctor after having being in the ward for over some time now checking on how the surgeon was fairing at that particular point in time, had now finished doing every single thing that he had actually come there to do at that particular point.

As he had now picked up all the equipments he had used on him at that particular point in time being all gathered on a very little tray as he had now picked up the pan decided to leave the ward at that particular point in time.

At the moment when he was leaving the ward at that point, he had looked at me and realized that I was really tired at that particular moment.

The kind of tiredness that I was feeling and having in my body at that particular point in time could not be explained at all to any one that time.

As the doctor just looking at me while I was still very lost in my sleep could clearly see all the tiredness that I was actually feeling at that particular point in time. How ever, there was literally nothing as stressful as all what I had faced the whole of that day.

All the tiredness I was feeling at that day could clearly be seen on my facial expression as all of it was actually being just so nice and there was literally nothing as so bad as all what I was facing at that particular point in time.

The tiredness was portraying clearly all over my face as every thing was actually just so nice at that point. I was being just so amazed due to all the things I was going through at that particular point in time.

How ever, the doctor had now decided to approach me and tap me from my sleep. As he was shaking me to and fro trying to wake me up so that he could tell me all what he wanted to actually tell me at that time.

Me while still being so lost in my sleep and carried away by my sleep, there was literally nothing that I could hear at that particular point in time. As I was so deep in my sleep and no one could actually get to wake me up very easily.

The doctor seeing that I was very tired at that particular point in time and could not seem to wake up from my sleep at that particular point, he had now decided to continue waking me up until I finally wake up from my sleep.

He actually wanted me to wake up from my sleep with the speed of light even though he had noticed that, I was actually being very tired and there was literally nothing that could really get to wake me up from my sleep at that particular point in time. It was literally very important and very necessary as well for me to have woke up at that time.

After having wake me up again persisting on that particular point in time endlessly with out stopping, I had started hearing some few sounds coming in to my head as they were actually coming like an acho in to my ears.

I was literally hearing the house like it was coming from afar. Where as, the noise was actually coming from the doctor who was literally very close to me and very beside me at that particular point in time.

Once I had started hearing the sound of the doctor's voice endlessly at that particular point in time coming from afar, it was actually being just so weird because it seemed very far but it was actually very close to me.

As my eyes were still close, but my ears could clearly listen to the voice of the doctor talking to me calling my name endlessly and shaking me in a to and fro movement endlessly as well.

" Daisy........ Daisy...... Wake up...... "

The doctor was saying to me endlessly as he was shouting and shaking me up and down with out stopping. He was actually making me to regained back my consciousness very fast. He wanted to tell me some thing but the problem was that, I did not even know about all what was happening at that particular point in time as well as I had no idea about all what he wanted to tell me at that time.

Little did I even know that, he was actually asking me up very seriously in order to tell me to go home. As my eyes had finally opened fully and was looking at the things that were found there at that particular point in time. Every thing was seeming just so strange to me because, the doctor was standing directly in front of me at that point.

Even though I could not really still get to see all what was happening in front of me at that time because, every single thing that was found in front of me was appearing to be so flew, at least, I was very conscious and there was the completely the need for me to get to know all what was happening and get to also understand why the doctor was actually waking me up so seriously at that particular point in time.

But with time, I had succeeded to start seeing clearly at that particular point in time. There was literally the full need for me to start making sure that, I get to see all what was happening at that point very well as I was opening my eyes so clearly in order to see more clearly.

At the moment when my eyes had become very clear, the first thing that had just come in to my mind was Norman. As instantly, I turned my head facing towards the direction where he was actually laying down so that I could see clearly how he was fairing and all what he was actually doing at that particular point in time.

I also wanted to get to see if Norman had already gotten up from the deep sleep that he was actually having at that particular point in time.

After having turned my head facing the direction where Norman was found at that particular point in time, I had immediately known that, Norman had not yet woke up from his very deep sleep as I finally gave a very deep breath of grief as I was totally being just so uncomfortable knowing that, I was actually there looking and waiting for him to wake up from his sleep but it actually seemed as if, he was actually never ever going to wake up from his sleep at all.

There was literally the need for me to have checked on him first of all other than any other thing or person that was found around me including my self. That was actually because, Norman at that particular point in time was my priority.

And he was not only my priority but the only priority that I will ever have at that particular point in time. How ever, his health at that particular point in time was actually one of the greatest priorities I will ever have in my life at that particular point in time as I did not even want to mess with his health issues at that particular point in time. Where as, the noise was actually coming from the doctor who was literally very close to me and very beside me at that particular point in time.

Once I had started hearing the sound of the doctor's voice endlessly at that particular point in time coming from afar, it was actually being just so weird because it seemed very far but it was actually very close to me.

As my eyes were still close, but my ears could clearly listen to the voice of the doctor talking to me calling my name endlessly and shaking me in a to and fro movement endlessly as well.

" Daisy........ Daisy...... Wake up...... "

The doctor was saying to me endlessly as he was shouting and shaking me up and down with out stopping. He was actually making me to regained back my consciousness very fast. He wanted to tell me some thing but the problem was that, I did not even know about all what was happening at that particular point in time as well as I had no idea about all what he wanted to tell me at that time.

Little did I even know that, he was actually asking me up very seriously in order to tell me to go home. As my eyes had finally opened fully and was looking at the things that were found there at that particular point in time. Every thing was seeming just so strange to me because, the doctor was standing directly in front of me at that point.