"You know what Benedict? I think you all to start going him right now, and like seriously I know you merit to rest. Thank you for showing up in the first place," I spat out staring at him deeply in the eyes.
I say how his face changed and suddenly became a hue of red, he quickly got annoyed and if not for the fact that dad had calmed him down, he would have spat the venom in his heart out. Dad was the one who responded to me in his place, he wasn't glad for me and I knew about it, but then, I did not care, and I was never supposed to care. The manner in which he glared at me with scorn and disgust, and with a devilish gaze I wished I could get affected by that, but hell no! none of such things could ever happen, it is just so awkward, more than anything she can actually think about.
Hissing, he captured his glare with the mind as he started his words that were aimed to bruise my soul.
"Young lady, I will tell you this and you will listen carefully, I do not know what is giving you the audacity to talk to your senior brother in that manner, but unless you forget it, let me make it clear to you, I hate disrespect, and to consider the fact that you were leaving with a man through out this time makes me wonder why he hasn't beaten sense into your head like seriously, I so much longed for you to call me complaining about that so I could laugh at you, but then, none of that happened, and thus, here you are disrespecting your elders," father spat out.
That was quite a lot and considering the fact that he had no right to say that pissed the hell out of me. I wished I could yell at him, to make my mind known out to him, but hell no! the stress from all these things will kill me, it obviously will. Twisting my forehead for quite a short while, I just thought about something plausible to let them know about what I thought about all these, yet, none was forthcoming which is something that is quite confusing and even more, frustrating.
As I heaved a gentle sigh, I had more than a million things popping through my mind right now, it was frustrating, and I could barely make out anything from it all.
"Father? the doctor said visiting hours are now over, and I believe that you all have work to do tomorrow, and errands to run (I stared at Nathan as I mouthed this part, and he rolled his eyes in annoyance) If you all do not mind, I will stay alone here, and before you all know it, the first rays of the morning sun will start sprouting out. If you all ask me, I will say I like that one best to meet you all in your gentle beds," I concluded still not removing my eyes from dad's face.
Saying these things only meant that I was just provoking them, and I accepted that fact, it doesn't mean whether I disrespect them or not, it is just part of the things I know, and the stress from it is just so much, more than I can think about.
Father gulped down anything he had left in his throat to say, it practically didn't make any sense right now, and the frustration from it was just so much, more than anything he can think about. Shaking his head from left to right, he glared at me for quite a long time, I knew almost everything that was in his mind and he wanted to talk about but then, does it matter? hell no! nothing matters at all, and just the fact that I can't do anything about it right now just made me whimper beneath his stare.
The moment dad drifted his attention from my face to glare at Benedict, he nodded his head once, and the next person he glared at was Nathan, and he didn't even dare start at me, of course not, I was clearly already giving him one hell of anger to him, the pressure from it was already being too much, more of that, it is something that I have not experienced before.