Elara sat in the small cabin she called home, her knees drawn to her chest as she stared at the crackling fire. The flames flickered and danced, but they couldn’t warm the icy ache in her chest. Kade’s words still echoed in her mind, sharp and unrelenting: “You’re not what I need.”
Her hands trembled as she tightened her grip around her legs. She had thought the pain might fade after leaving the clearing, but it hadn’t. If anything, it had only grown worse.
Why did it have to be me? she thought bitterly. Why did the moon choose her, of all wolves, to be tied to him?
A soft knock on the door startled her, breaking through her spiraling thoughts. She quickly wiped her eyes and stood, taking a deep breath before opening the door. Elder Lyra stood there, her kind eyes filled with concern.
“Elara,” Lyra said softly. “May I come in?”
Elara stepped aside, nodding. She didn’t trust her voice to stay steady. Lyra entered, her movements slow and deliberate, as if she could sense the fragility in the room.
“You’ve been quiet since the ceremony,” Lyra said, settling into a chair by the fire. “The pack is talking.”
Elara flinched. She didn’t need to ask what they were saying. She could imagine it: whispers of pity, judgment, or worse—agreement with Kade’s rejection.
“I didn’t ask for this,” Elara said finally, her voice barely above a whisper. “I didn’t want to be his mate.”
“I know,” Lyra replied gently. “But fate doesn’t ask for our permission. It simply chooses.”
Elara clenched her fists, the anger bubbling beneath her sadness. “He humiliated me. In front of everyone. Like I’m nothing.”
Lyra sighed, leaning forward. “Kade is… stubborn. But stubbornness often comes from fear, Elara. He sees strength as something physical, something visible. He doesn’t yet understand the strength you carry.”
Elara looked away, biting her lip. She didn’t feel strong. She felt broken, small, and utterly insignificant. “What does it matter? The whole pack thinks he’s right. That I’m too weak to be his Luna.”
Lyra placed a hand on her shoulder, her grip firm. “You are stronger than you think. And sometimes, strength isn’t about proving it to others—it’s about knowing it for yourself.”
Kade paced back and forth in his cabin, his jaw tight as he tried to shake off the strange hollowness that had settled in his chest since the ceremony. He told himself it was for the best. He didn’t need an omega healer as a mate. She wouldn’t survive the pressure of leading a pack.
But no matter how much he tried to justify his decision, he couldn’t forget the look on Elara’s face before she ran. Her green eyes, wide and full of hurt, haunted him every time he closed his own.
“You’re going to wear a hole in the floor,” Liam said, leaning against the doorframe with a smirk. “What’s eating you, Alpha?”
Kade stopped pacing, glaring at him. “Nothing. I made the right decision.”
Liam raised an eyebrow. “Sure doesn’t look like you believe that.”
Kade growled low in his throat. “She’s not fit to be my mate, Liam. You saw her—she’s timid, soft. She wouldn’t last a day as Luna.”
“And yet,” Liam said, his tone light but his gaze sharp, “you can’t stop thinking about her, can you?”
Kade’s fists clenched, but he didn’t reply. He couldn’t deny it—not to himself, at least.
There was something about Elara that lingered in his mind, something he couldn’t push away no matter how hard he tried.
“I’m just saying,” Liam continued, shrugging. “Maybe the moon knows something you don’t.”
“I don’t need the moon to tell me what kind of mate I need,” Kade snapped, his voice hard. “I know what’s best for this pack.”
Liam sighed, pushing off the doorframe. “Whatever you say, Alpha. But you might want to figure it out sooner rather than later. The pack’s already divided, and it’s only getting worse.”
Kade frowned. “What do you mean?”
“Half the pack thinks you did the right thing rejecting her,” Liam explained. “The other half thinks you were too harsh. And then there are the whispers.”
“What whispers?”
Liam hesitated, then gave Kade a pointed look. “Some are saying you were afraid.”
Kade’s eyes flashed, his voice dropping to a dangerous growl. “Afraid? Of what?”
“Of her,” Liam said simply. “Of the bond.”
Kade’s chest tightened, but he forced himself to scoff. “That’s ridiculous.”
“Maybe.” Liam’s tone was unreadable. “But it’s something to think about.”
Elara stepped outside her cabin, the cool night air biting at her skin. She couldn’t stay cooped up any longer, not with her thoughts spiraling the way they were. She needed to clear her head.
The forest was quiet, the only sounds were the rustling of leaves and the distant hoot of an owl. She wandered aimlessly, her arms wrapped around herself as she tried to make sense of everything.
Her thoughts kept circling back to the ceremony, to the way Kade had looked at her with such disappointment, such certainty that she wasn’t enough. It wasn’t just rejection—it was dismissal, as if she didn’t even matter.
But the more she thought about it, the more her sadness gave way to something else. Anger. Why did her worth have to be measured by his standards? Why did the entire pack see her as weak just because she wasn’t like them?
Elara stopped walking, her hands clenching into fists. She wasn’t weak. She was a healer, someone who had saved countless lives with her skills. She had spent her life serving this pack, giving everything she had to them. And yet, they saw her as less because she didn’t fight with claws and teeth.
A faint glow caught her eye, and she looked down at her hands, her breath catching. Her fingertips were glowing softly, a silvery light that pulsed like a heartbeat. She blinked, staring at them, but the light faded just as quickly as it had appeared.
“What… was that?” she whispered, her voice trembling.
Before she could think about it further, a low, haunting howl echoed through the trees, sending a chill down her spine. It wasn’t a pack howl. It was something else. Something dangerous.
Elara’s heart raced as she turned, her eyes scanning the darkness. She could feel it—a presence, lurking just beyond her sight. The bushes rustled, and she froze, her breath catching as a pair of glowing eyes appeared in the shadows.
A rogue.
Elara’s legs felt like they were made of stone, her mind screaming at her to run, but she couldn’t move. The rogue stepped forward, its teeth bared in a snarl, its gaze locked on her.
“Elara!” a voice shouted, sharp and commanding. Her head whipped around, and she saw Kade running toward her, his silver eyes blazing with fury. “Get back!”
The rogue lunged.