I got to bed a few hours ago but I can't seem to fall asleep because of Sean's question. Do I want a divorce or not? Neither I didn't know the answer. The idea of divorce makes my chest feels heavy and I think I would be gasping for air if it continues this way for a few more hours. The fact that Alexander is already avoiding me feels weird to me and thinking about the divorce makes it even worst. What is wrong with me? A sound of a door slamming hard made me stop thinking. Did Alexander finally home? It's been days since I saw him so without even hesitating I went to his office but it's all dark. “Alexander?” The room is so dark that I regret entering. I was about to leave thinking that it was just my imagination when someone pulled me into a hug. My body can feel the masculinity of

