Alexander's Point of View
I am at the office but I still can't get Clarabelle off my mind. She looks careless as if our separation didn't hurt her at all while I became miserable. I have been drinking a lot since her leaving me and even tried to have some flings just to get over her however whenever they try to kiss me, I feel like I am cheating on her. Trying to forget her that way is like fooling myself because I know that I can't look at another woman as I look at her. I even went to her house and wait for her to come out so I can talk to her when I see her but she seems to be avoiding me. She didn't even go out of their house. She is doing fine already doing fine so I should be fine with that but it just insults me to see her like this while I am still thinking about her.
Bridget inv
