Alexander's Point of view
My whole world falls into pieces that day. The day that Clarabelle died was the day that I died too. I don't even know what to do with my life. Everything seems to remind me of her that it's starting to break me even more. This was my worst nightmare, not able to see her again.
I missed her.
All I want is to have her in my arms again but when I had that chance, everything falls apart. Seems like destiny doesn't want me to be happy. Did I do something bad to deserve this?
Yes, I did kill people who get in my way before but they are way far worst than I am. Clarabelle is starting to make me feel soft that I always fvxk up whenever I need to get someone killed because I would think that they have loved ones who are waiting for them just like me.
WHY LORD?!
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