THINKING OF YOU
~MAYA'S POV~
I could not sleep.
I had been staring at the ceiling for two hours. My apartment was too quiet and too cold. My skin felt wrong, like it didn't fit.
I rolled over and checked my phone. 2:47 AM.
No messages. I put the phone face down and squeezed my eyes shut.
'Don't think about him. Don't.'
But my body was restless. Aching. I had been trying to ignore it for days. Weeks. The need that wouldn't go away no matter how hard I worked or how many shifts I picked up.
I slid my hand under my shirt. Just to sleep. Just to relax. That's all. I tried to think about nothing. About anyone else. Liam. Some actor. A fantasy that wasn't him.
Nothing worked. My hand stilled. I let out a frustrated breath.
Fine.
I closed my eyes and Let the image come.
Silas.
I pi
