Tomorrow Is A New Day

Chase

Lion POV

I chase him. I chase him with all of my heart. I can see a happy future in front of me. I need to get him. I love him. I chase him to the main road and see him getting into a taxi. I ran to my car and drive as fast as I can to his home. This night may be one of the best night of my life or the night where I will f**k my life.

"Warm, I'm sorry". I grabbed his hand as soon as I arrived at his home. I can see he tried to open his door as fast as he can.

"Leave me alone tonight Lion. I don't want to say anything with you".

"Warm, you still love me. I know that. Let's talk".

He smiled. He smiled. He freaking smile.

"And when did I say that Lion? "

"I dated you for 3 years. I know your feeling more than anyone else".

"Then why did you cheated on me? If you really understand me? Am I not lovely enough for you to forget the s*x and wait until I'm ready? You ruin my life, Lion. How can you expect me to love you? ".

He finally able to open his door. He went to his room and lock it as soon as he went in. I can go into his room if I pushed it a few minutes ago but to be true, I won't do that because I didn't have any answer to give him.

"You ruin my life, Lion".

That words repeat in my mind a lot of time that night. I feel devastated but when I remember his smile, I can't help but hoping him to love me back. I know I'm so selfish right now but even if he will suffer again, I will still try to get him back. Because in my mind, there's always a new day tomorrow.

Warm POV

I cried. I cried alone. I feel so lonely tonight. Lion is right. I still love him. I'm not happy with that. I tried for 3 years to forget him and every time I thought I finally forget him, he will be there. In my mind.

I didn't sleep at all that night. I cried non stop. I tried to close my eyes but every time I did that, I will remember his face. To make it worst, it is not the moment he cheated on me but the moment when he smiling at me with his brightest smile. Like when a moon get the light from a sun. Yes, that is how happy he looks in my mind.

I went to the office with an eye bag under my eyes. I am not organized and I am tired. I went to my room and I realize there is breakfast at my table.

"This is for you my sun. Eat well. I love you, honey, darling, sunshine, baby. Muah muah”

I read the note that is sticking at the packaging. When I saw the writing, only one person came into my mind

"Don't flatter yourself, Warm! Forget him!".

I open the packaging when I saw meat fried rice with extra chili. It is from him. This used to be my favorite meal when I'm with him but after the incident, I never touch it again. Slowly, I eat the dish and without my intention, a smile came into my face.

I am speechless. How can he make me this happy when he made me cry all night and make me angry for 3 years.

"Can you please get out from my life Lion".

I asked myself even when I know that deep in my heart it is impossible.