The music blasts in my ears as I down another vodka and red bull. I don't even know why I bothered coming out tonight, I hate night clubs. I was just getting bored in that horrible hostel and Serena hasn't left me alone since I f****d her in that restaurant. How desperate can a girl be? It's a total turn off. So here I am, in a dingy nightclub, by myself. I move to the railing that overlooks the dancefloor below and I watch as all the drunk people dance and grind on each other. The only time I have ever enjoyed a place like this is when I was with Paige. I used to love watching her dance, the way she moved her hips would have me hypnotised. However, I also hated how the other men would stare at her, and our nights out would usually end up with me punching someone or Paige and I having an a
