My date with Paige was even more perfect than I had planned it to be. In spite of her panic attack, we still had a perfect night together and now I get to call her my girlfriend. I'm relived that she knows about Lawrence now, I didn't like hiding that from her in the first place, I want her to trust me 100%. I haven't told her about getting Lily's address though, I am still debating what to do about it. She stayed with me until late this evening. We watched movies all day, made love and ordered in a delicious Italian dinner. I was surprised that she had opened up to me about her history with Damon, as well as her parents. I feel closer to her because of it and it makes me think that she really is starting to trust me. That is the best feeling in the world. It pained me to say goodbye to he
