CHAPTER 45
Midterm week is nearly here. And while I am doing countdown for that day to come, pressure is coming as well. Because after Zeke and I talked yesterday about that stuff, I can't take it anymore to be with him. I left without even saying goodbye to Zy, because awkward and guilt really kills me. I can't be with him anymore after what I said.
"Zeke, maybe its better if you'll stop courting me starting now. I doubt that I can continue giving you a chance that I obviously can't guarantee that you can have in the end. You don't deserve a girl like me who have someone else. Its better if you'll start forgetting me, I don't want you to wait for me to forget Gai because I can't do that. I'm sorry."
That's what I told him yesterday and I don't have guts to face him once again. Meaning,
