~~Nathan~~
I’m so f****d…
If she hadn’t thrown up in my face last night… I don’t even want to think about what I might have done. What I almost allowed myself to do. The thought made my stomach turn in a completely different way. She had been drunk. Vulnerable. My daughter’s friend. And yet my body had betrayed me. My c**k had betrayed me. My mind had betrayed me.
“Haa~~” that little sound she made. That moan, that hiccup of panic and alcohol-fueled honesty… I couldn’t get it out of my head. Not even with the shower, the scalding water, or the ice-cold clarity of morning. It had twisted itself into me, lodged deep inside my brain like a damn parasite, replaying every time I closed my eyes.
I’m so f****d.
She’s barely more than a girl. My daughter’s age. My daughter’s friend. And she h
