Sawyer
My heart flutters in my chest when I see the delicate purple Columbine resting on my pillow. It's the Colorado state flower, and despite their fragile appearance they're everywhere, even the mountains. That's why they're said to symbolize perseverance. I wonder why Wes is giving this to me now? Is he trying to tell me we'll get through the next few years living apart?
He's conflicted about leaving. I’ve tried to reassure him that the distance won’t change anything, and I can tell he wants to believe me. But our secret is weighing on him, especially now that he’s become close with both my parents. In that regard, his move couldn’t come at a better time, because distance will hopefully minimize the burden he feels about keeping silent. Not that the secrecy is any easier for me, but
