"Good Morning"
Sebastian entered the dining room with a customary greeting.
"Are you okay?" he asked carefully, I looked at him instead of answering and looked up shortly. From now on you must take your suppressants every day" he added unnecessary words, that make my heart beat fast. Sebastian's gaze turned to me again.
I smiled and said " Yes Mr, de Raizel"
I faced him, looked him straight in the eye waiting for Sebastian to speak, but he didn't say anything until Dane walked in and placed the food facing each other. Finally, I pretended not to know what happened yesterday. I looked up and picked up my fork.
Sebastian started eating too, he had ordered bacon and bread for breakfast, although he seemed to be overwhelmed. I was looking at him until our eyes met again, I felt anxious.
"Sir, I want to ask what's the-"
I couldn't stand it, I asked, but Keith wasn't even embarrassed what he did yesterday
"Don't mention it again" He emphasized once more, without looking at me.
He left the dining room and I was muttering blankly.
"You should have taken medicine ...
Finally, Dane returned.
"They prescribed new suppressants for you, Yuri, so you must take it with you"
"Thank you," I said while smiling at him
Dane said abruptly as always
"It's my job right?"
I nodded with my eyes and smile at him
After Dane took the empty plate, I was left alone to finish the meal. After a while, Sebastian went down to go to the entrance, before leaving he looked at me, he was the first to get in the car.
Abruptly the door to my office, which was in the secretary area, opened, it was Ina who had appeared, I stood up and greeted her.
"Yuri"
"Something to report?"
Ina walked over to the desk and smiled like always.
"It's lunchtime. I was wondering if there was anything I could help you with, I noticed that you have a lot of work these days"
I hadn't been to any office, or anywhere else in the company, for the recurring fear of having a panic attack without Sebastian being around. I tried not to reveal my trembling body.
"Not for now ... How about the secretary's office?"
" About that, I already carried out all the orders you indicated without interruption," she said
Before what happened yesterday, I organized and delivered the day's work every morning, and then went to the secretary's office, it was a daily routine.
At night when before that incident I messaged her to do some tasks at the company, Ina received the instructions and take care of them, it must have been a bit annoying for her because it was my job.
"Thanks, Ina," I said
"It's my job Yuri," she said then she smiled at me.
It was time for her to turn around and leave, but this time he seemed to hesitate. I opened my speech with a strange feeling.
"If you have something to say, that's fine so feel free to talk," I said while looking at her
Ina blushed slightly and said: "I think you haven't been eating well these days ..."
How did Ina know that I couldn't even go out for lunch? Sometimes Dane simply provided lunch, but I forgot to take my pack lunch today. I wanted to call him but I know that he had a lot of works too.
I was thinking of skipping lunch but I never imagined that Ina would bring something to eat. I was ashamed for a moment not knowing how to react. Ina added quickly and said: "Don't worry about it, I did it because we're friends."
I smiled and said, "Thanks, I'll eat well."
Ina nodded slightly and turned around. Both Ina and I were shocked when we see Sebastian was leaning against the doorframe. Our eyes met. I panicked and blinked. Since when was he there? I thought he was in his meeting today. I looked at him again but Sebastian continued with a blank face.
"Mr. de Raizel, "I said.
I stand and put the lunch box Ina had given me on the desk.
Later on, I noticed that his pheromone scent was darker than before, he was releasing more and more pheromones and that makes me weak.
I looked at Ina and smile at her and giving her a sign to leave.
"Thanks, Ina, see you later," I said to her
"Yes, I'm going, Mr. de Raizel, Yuri," she said while bowing before she leaves at my office.
Ina said her goodbyes quickly and then left the office. After the door closed, Sebastian walked over. I felt uncomfortable as I was still standing there without saying anything.
I couldn't bear the discomfort and said: "Ina was worried that I wouldn't be able to go out to lunch ..."
I couldn't get over the heavy silence, and my words trailed off. I refrained from saying anything again.
"So she deliberately came to give you that?" while pointing the lunch box in my desk
That sarcastic tone of his words hurt me again.
"Mr. de Raizel I know it is hard to understand, but there are some women who like me too."
"I think so," he said and I can see that he doubted what he had heard to me.
"Why don't you have lunch?" he said while looking at me
I was suddenly embarrassed by the unexpected topic that came in.
"I forgot to take my pack lunch with me earlier," I said without looking at him
" Why didn't you call Dane if you forgot your pack lunch?" he said
struggled for a while trying to find something to say: "Dane was busy too with his works at home so I don't want to bother him and it's not an important file so it's ok Sir" I answered to him
Sebastian's brow was furrowed. He narrowed his eyes as he asked
"What if Dane doesn't pack it and what if you always forgot your lunch"
I couldn't answer his questions and after that, I heard Keith let out a sigh and said: "Why did you not tell me?"
I was embarrassed when he asked me so I immediately looked down.
"I'm taking care of that, but It's okay not to eat one meal a day, isn't it?"
Again, as an excuse, Sebastian said nothing. There was silence again, the atmosphere was heavy. I had to say something, but nothing occurred to me.
And unexpectedly Sebastian grabbed the lunch box that Ina gave to me from the desk and tossed it in the trash.
" Wait. What ... what are you doing?" While looking worriedly at the lunch box that Ina gave to me.
I stuttered in surprise but Sebastian didn't change his attitude at all. Rather, he sweeps his hair annoyingly and said: "Let's go."
After spitting like an order, Sebastian moved first. In the blink of an eye, he was already on his feet with the door open. I look at him and I saw his frowned face like he was waiting for something, I panicked and opened my mouth: " Where are we going, Sir? Do you have a lunch date today but sir I checked the schedule earlier bu-" he interrupted me then he said "Just shut up and Let's go"
Sebastian was upset. I had no choice but to leave the office following him. Is there anything I can do? well, he is my boss so I must follow him, while in a hurry I want to do protest against Sebastian or show offensive feelings to him because of what he did to Ina's lunch box that she gave to me.
Without any explanation, the car headed to a planned location. I was sure he wasn't going to tell me where we were going. I always had to guess and wait.