Lycan's Rogue Mate

Chapter 6

Monday's were the worst, even while going to school with June and the other girls, Benson had his driver drop us off at school and still come to pick us during closing hours. I don't know what it was Monday I tagt really don't like. Maybe it was because it was a start of a new week. Another week to take away from my life, another week that I would never get back again. Okay now I was getting a morbid, but it was a known fact that Monday's were the worst.

It was Monday, could you believe it I had been here for 2 weeks, and my time with Benson's family had been great, his mother is a very fun woman to be with, she is a lone wolf I could percivet that. Talking about Benson's children, they were all werewolves even though their lateother who happens to be Benson's ex-wife was a Human.

I guess time flies when your having fun. Well as much fun as an 26years would have stuck in a house full of werewolves, servants, big kitchen, and other things that makes m look like a Queen. This reminds me that I haven't shifted properly for days, and infant the last time I did was on the full moon, when Kaylden was choosen as my Mate.

I guess I will have to ask Benson about it, only because I don't know my way aroundhis house, enough though I had stayed in Minnesota for 6years now.

Don't think I'm becoming soft, I can do what I please without having to ask for permission, I just want Benson to truth me since I am a rogue, and to also be on a safer side. I may as well ask Benson about it now, he should be in his office working on pack stuff.

I ran down the stairs-a skill I have mastered since being here- and jumped off the last one. I speed walked to his office, legs pumping and arms swinging at my side. I came to a halt at the large mahogany door, I knocked before entering.

The office itself looked too posh for me, even the door looked posh. The door slammed behind me, Benson looked up startled from his desk.

"That defeats the whole point of knocking" He exclaimed rubbing his temples before resting his head on his desk. I put my arms up in mock surrender and got up.

"What? I knocked" I sat myself down in the seat opposite Benson.

"Yeah but I didn't tell you to enter, you just strolled on in"

"Yeah so" I shrugged carelessly.

"Where are you going?" He lifted his head off the desk and looked at me curiously.

"I'm doing it again duh" I walked out the office and closed the door behind me. I waited for a few seconds before knocking on the door again.

"Who is it" He called, I can just imagine the smug smile on his face.

"Ya mum" I responded before walking in and seating myself in the same spot as last time.

"Oh hey mum what's for lunch" Benson replied sarcastically. I stood up and slammed my fists on the desk, making Benson jump and look up in surprise. I straightened my 'unicorn' top and sat back down. I didn't slam my hands on the desk for any reason I just had an urge to do it. And can I just say it was so fun. Anyway getting back to the topic in hand.

"You see my wolf is really sad because she really wants to run so-"

"Yes" He looked at me skeptically, before replying.

"Benson" I asked sweetly, pulling the puppy dog eyes.

"I'm sorry but today I was going to introduce you all my workers" He says sympathetically, but with a hint of excitement in his voice. Wait, hold up. The his workers! I can't meet so many people now, who knows if Kaylden will be there and that will be much trouble for me, and what if they end up finding out that I am a rogue, then I'm done for!!.

"Please don't make me meet them" I pleaded, I even added the puppy dog eyes for effect.

"But baby it's already been planned, we've got the meeting room ready and everything" He sighed, I could see the dejectedness in his eyes

. "But if you really don't want to meet them we can do it another time"

He looked so sad, and dejected. I couldn't bear to look at his face any longer.

"No don't worry I will go, just can we go for a run first" Benson instantly brightened, and his eyes gleamed with excitement.

"Sure babe anything for you" Benson got up from his desk and wrapped his arms around me placing a kiss on my forehead.

"Babe?" I questioned, I was never really a fan of pet names.

"Well can you at least be a little more original, I mean 'babe' is so overused" He smirked with mischief.

"Yep because your mine" He shrugged carelessly, I didn't miss the way he practically owned me like an object but I chose to ignore it for now. I don't want to argue with him anymore than I have to.

"Okay kitten" He smirked, okay that was worse than the original one.

"We better get going on our run if we're going to make it on time" Benson spoke up, I nodded in excitement and ran out the room.

"Because what's the fun in that" He smirked, I sighed I was not getting out of this.

"Ugh why can't you just use my original name" I said exasperated.

I ran out of the house and shifted straight away, tearing my 'unicorn' top, s**t! My unicorn top! I shifted back quickly into my human form, and fell onto my knees.

"What happened?" He asked, looking around for any danger.

"No! How could this world be so cruel" I screamed into the sky. I heard running footsteps before Benson appeared next to me, out of breath.

"Dammit! You have another top" Benson growled out.

"My top!" I screeched at him, he looked down at my top and sighed.

"Really" I looked up at him, he nodded.

"Yay" I did a little dance before realising I was completely naked, I think Benson noticed as well from his lust filled eyes. He growled in appreciation, and stepped towards me, I stepped backwards. He backed me into a tree and pinned my hands above my head. I looked into his eyes, they were pure black great his wolf has took over I thought sarcastically. I tried to wiggle free but his firm grip stopped me. He trailed kisses down my neck, sucking on the skin where he would mark me, an involuntary moan escaped me. His eyes seemed to go darker if that was even possible.

"Benson" I called.

"I'm sorry love but Benson's not here at the moment" He smirked at me

"We meet again love" Benson continued to suck on the place where my neck met my shoulder.

"Look, I'm not ready for thi-" A moan escaped my lips, interrupting me.

"Stop please" I pleaded, before he placed his lips on mine silencing me. His lips were heaven, they were rough moving against mine. My wolf was purring in affection trying to break free. That was the only time I had ever tried to stop my wolf from taking over. I knew if I didn't our wolves would have s*x on the forest floor.

Going back to myright state of mind I pushed him off me, and picked up a branch that was conveniently on the floor next to me.

"Benson get control over your wolf" I pointed the stick towards Benson, I watched as his eyes flicked from blue to black, before settling on blue.

"I'm so sorry" He said, guilt was written all over his face.

"Thank god" I whispered, Benson looked over to me.

"It's fine" I sighed and took his hand, continuing on with our walk.

After our interesting run, I ran upstairs to get ready for the meeting with his workers. I had a quick shower, and wrapped a towel around me. I looked through my wardrobe trying to find an outfit to wear. I had no idea what to wear.

Deciding to get help, I called for Ciara, I haven't been accepted fully by Benson so I couldn't mindlink or do anything other thing like a normal wolf, apart from running and fighting I was very good at that.

"Ciara...please I need you now, at Benson's place" I screamed at the top of my lungs, soon after Ciara came running into the room.

"Yeah...Maria what's it, I was trying to finish up some things at the school before your came in" She said, hunched over trying to regain her breath.

"I need help" She perked up instantly and rummaged through my clothes. She pulled out a white floral dress, that landed at my knees.

"I'm not wearing that" I refused, I hate dresses with a passion.

"Come on you will totally rock this" She thrust the dress at me. "Benson would like you in a dress"

"Fine" I sighed. "But I also need a bikini" She squealed and once again rummaged through my wardrobe

She pulled out a gorgeous black bikini.Where did you get that? I didn't buy it" I told her, she smirked at me.

"I bought it for you" I smiled at her "Thanks" I told her, I grabbed the bikini and the dress and

I looked up at the stars, they remind me of who I am. It's been 6 years since I left, I had caused a bit of trouble here and there. People fear me, I had killed so many people for that wicked alpha that I even lost count of them. Sometimes I like the new me, the one everyone fears. But other times I think about what would happen if I settle down with my Benson or go back to visit mum. As soon as I get those thoughts I push them away as well as my emotions. The only emotion I can feel is anger and hatred otherwise I will become weak.

Love is an emotion I have to avoid at all costs that's the worst emotion there is. When you fall in love the walls you've built all crumble down it makes you weak. And as soon as that happens he will break your heart, that's why I have to build walls. I can't show weakness not of the slightest.

I've changed a lot in the past 6years. I have now got more muscle and curves, my short brown hair is now cascading down the small of my back, in a long plait. I dress differently now as well, instead of hoodies and leggings I now wear leather jackets and skinny jeans. All of which I had to steal from either campsites or small houses.

I've traveled nearly the whole of the Minnesota now. I've been to North Wales right down to mid England, I'm heading to the south once am okay with Benson.

Ciara and I walked into the bathroom to get changed into it. The dress took me at-least 10 minutes to get on but the final product was beautiful. The dress bought out my curves, and my hair made the whole thing pop.

"Wow honey you look fabulous" Ciara said with an accent, I bowed at her.

"Now sit, so i can do your hair" I obliged and sat in the chair in front of the mirror. I watched in the reflexion as she straightened my hair, and braided a plait across the top of my head.

"Why thank you" I twirled watching my reflection in the mirror.

"Now for your makeup" She pulled out a purple makeup bag and tipped out the contents onto the floor. I watched in the reflexion as she applied concealer before adding foundation- not to much- and mascara. She grabbed black eyeliner and carefully drew a cat flick on my eyelid. She pulled out a pink lip gloss and quickly applied it before letting me admire myself.

"I know right" Ciara squealed.

"Now get out I need to get ready" Ciara demanded, pushing me towards the door.

"Wow!" I looked even better with the whole outfit done, maybe even pretty?

"But it's my room" I pointed out, she stopped and blushed.

I grabbed my white feather necklace and checked the time on my phone. It was 1pm, the pack was having a barbecue. I hadn't had a barbecue in forever, I couldn't wait. I walked out my room, and into the backyard where the barbecue was being hosted.

"Oh yeah" I laughed at her, as she ran out the room a blush tinting her cheeks.

The garden was packed with people, there were children in the pool, whilst the teens were hanging out by the campfire, and the adults were by the grill. It seemed that when I got outside everyone turned to me, but it wasn't true only a few did before going back to what they were doing. The smell of sausages and burgers drifted into my nose, making my stomach grumble.

"Hey" I greeted them, Luke on of Benson's friend turned towards me.

I looked around trying to find anyone I know, that I can socialise with. I spotted Rebecca talking to a few people so I made my way over to him. She was talking with a set of identical twins, they both had brown hair and blue eyes.

"Hey Maria, this is Penelope and Anastasia" Rebecca pointed each of them out. Penelope had a small mole below her left eye, whilst Anastasia had slightly darker eyes than her sister.

"Nice to meet you" They said in unison, which was freaky.

"Nice to meet you too" I said to both of them. They continued on with their previous conversation about fashion...you know girls talk, when I spotted Benson. I was about to say a goodbye, to the twins but they were too engrossed in their conversation, so I decided to leave it and head straight over to Benson.

I walked up to him and gave him a peck on the cheek. He looked down at me, I was only a little bit smaller than him.

"Hey" He greeted.

"Hey" I replied, he gave me a kiss on the cheek and was about to say something but was cut off by a loud screech. Which made a few heads turn towards the direction of the sound, including mine. A Lady around my age, was coming towards us. She had long brown hair, with brown eyes. She was wearing short shorts which showed off her long tan legs and a crop top, that I don't think could be classified as a top. She certainly wasn't leaving anything for the imagination.

"Benson" She breathed out as she arrived in front of Benson, completely blanking me out. Right before crashing her lips onto his, I was too shocked to do anything but watch as he kissed her back before realising who was in front of him. He pushed her off and wrapped his arm around my waist.

"What the hell are you doing here Mirabelle!" Benson shouted at her. Sassy, what kind of a name was Sassy anyway.

"We are not together. I have a mate, a future Luna" Benson stated proudly which made my wolf ecstatic. If only just noticing me, she turned her head to the side and looked me up and down.

"I came to see you" She replied sweetly with a stunning smile, which made me hate her even more.

"That's the future luna" I didn't miss the way she spat the word 'that' in distaste which made me growl at her for the disrespect.

"Yes, and I couldn't be happier" Benson stared lovingly at me and gave me a kiss on the forehead.

"I could be a better Luna then that thing" She put her hand on her hip, and stared me down.

"And what makes you think that" I questioned in amusement.

"Being a Luna is not about looks" I growled out at her, she flinched back but otherwise remained as she was.

"Well for one I'm actually hot" I growled at that, but I knew it was true.

"At least Benson can actually love me without wanting to throw up after looking at you" She smirked at me, and I felt my wolf take over. I felt my canines and claws extend, and could feel the fur sprout across my body like it does in every shift. My clothes tore as I grew into a fully grown Alpha wolf. My wolf growled at the female in front of me, who was about to touch my mate. She flinched and took a step back, I could smell the fear rolling off her. My wolf was about to lunge at her, but Benson stood in front of me.

"Maria, you need to control your wolf" My wolf payed no attention and continued to stare down Sassy.

"I'm right here, I'm safe and I'm all yours" Benson said soothingly stroking my fur, trying to get my wolf to calm down. Slowly, I could feel her start to relax.

"See she has no control" Sassy flicked her nail at me, and with that I lunged.

Sassy just like her name ruined my day with Benson and his guest, but I think its high time I start controlling my anger in order to keep me and my wolf safe from Lycan's.

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Hey lovesssssss..Maria is gradually falling in love with Benson and she is becoming too over protective, do you think she is just pretending since she needs a protection and shield from Lycan's, or if she truly loves Benson enough she has a mate. .... Benson on the other hand called her his Mate, but he is not Lycan since he changed to his wolf and that was not the same wolf as Lycan's.........Hey guys stay glued for the next episode to see whether Mike or Benson is the same person as Lycan.