I’m in way over my head…
As utterly sexist as Guillermo’s comment was, I almost feel inclined to agree with him. Not because I think that a woman can’t do this job, but because I’m starting to really believe that I can’t do it.
Why couldn’t I just major in mechanical engineering instead? This would be so much easier…
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But nooooo, like a f*****g loser, I majored in math and now I’m a semester away from not finishing my Physics degree because I’m probably gonna die trying to build this f*****g thing.
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I really need to stop saying ‘f**k’. I sound just like Levi.
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Fuck, f**k, fuckety, f**k, f**k, f**k!
An audible groan vibrates from my throat as I bring my forehead to the lab table. My arms swaying freely at my sides, I huff loudly as I shut my eyes and internally cry in frustrati
