By the time the adrenaline fades, my hands won’t stop shaking.
Fenrik leans against the clinic’s back wall, pale under the security light, a bandage taped crooked over the gash on his shoulder. He’s still in his torn patrol jacket, neon laces splattered with dried mud and someone else’s blood.
“You know,” he says, trying for a grin, “this is not how I imagined you dragging me home, Seryn.”
“You’re welcome,” I mutter, checking his pupils again. “Follow my finger.”
He obediently tracks it, the humor in his eyes dimming when he winces. Corren made Vaelor back off—barely. After a round of snarling, posturing and a promise to “address this breach officially,” the forest wolves melted into the trees, leaving us to limp back across the invisible line.
“You’re gonna get flayed for this,” Fenrik adds, more softly. “Walking onto forest land like that.”
“I was just taking out the trash,” I say. “The ambush came to me.”
“Uh‑huh. Totally an accident you ran toward snarling and blood.” He huffs a breath. “City’s been saying for years you’re half feral. Starting to think they were being generous.”
My mouth twists. “Hold still.”
I tape the last edge of his bandage down and step back. His scent is calmer now—pain, embarrassment, lingering fear—but nothing that screams concussion. He’ll heal. We both will. Maybe.
The clinic door creaks open.
“Seryn?”
Talla pokes her head out, fiery hair scraped into a messy knot, scrubs streaked from the late shift. Her gaze flicks from me to Fenrik and widens.
“Oh, perfect,” she says. “My two favorite disaster magnets. Somebody want to explain why patrol came back early and smelling like forest alpha spit?”
Fenrik snorts. “Ask your girl. She started it.”
“Traitor,” I mutter.
Talla steps fully into the alley, arms folding. She isn’t just my best friend; she’s beta muscle even in cheap sneakers, and the way she looks at me now is all sharp assessment.
“You crossed the line,” she says quietly. Not a question.
I stare at the cracked pavement. “There was an ambush. He was about to tear Fenrik’s throat out.”
“And Corren was already moving in,” she shoots back. “You smelled him coming same as I did. But you had to jump in first, because why let an alpha handle pack business when you can throw yourself under someone else’s teeth?”
The words hit harder than they should. My wolf bristles, but the worst part is she isn’t entirely wrong.
“I didn’t think,” I say. “I just… moved.”
“Yeah,” Fenrik mutters. “She moved like a freaking comet. Very heroic. Very dumb. Ten out of ten, would almost die again.”
Talla’s glare could blister paint. “Shut up, Fen.”
He lifts his hands. “I’m just saying, if the moon’s gonna throw herself at danger, I’m glad it was for my pretty face.”
The alley goes very, very still.
Talla’s eyes whip to mine. “What did you just call her?”
Fenrik blinks. “What? I— Everyone heard them. Forest guy called her his moon. Corren smelled like someone stepped on his soul. I’m not blind.”
Heat flushes my neck. “Fenrik.”
He sobers, finally registering the way my fingers clench the edge of the steel table. “Hey. I’m not… I didn’t mean— Seryn, I’m not judging. I’m alive. I’m grateful. I just—” He falters, something like pity flickering over his face. “It’s messed up. Even for us.”
Talla exhales slowly, scraping a hand down her face. Her scent shifts from anger to cold, focused worry.
“Okay,” she says. “Here’s what’s going to happen. Fen, you drag your sorry ass back to the house, report to Jarek, and tell him exactly what you told me. No embellishments.”
He nods and pushes off the wall, wincing. “Got it. No ‘double moon, double trouble’ jokes. Yet.”
“Especially not to Maelith,” Talla snaps. “Go.”
When the alley swallows him, the night seems to press in closer. Talla turns back to me, jaw tight.
“You felt it?” she asks.
I don’t pretend not to understand. “I don’t know what I felt,” I lie.
Her eyes soften, just a fraction. “Seryn.”
“Yes,” I whisper. The word tastes like confession and blood. “To both of them.”
She blows out a breath, stepping closer until our shoulders touch. “Okay. Then we’re in deep shit.”
“That’s the comforting speech?”
“The comforting part is, you’re not in it alone.” Her voice goes fierce. “But Corren is going to lock this down so hard you won’t be able to sneeze without permission. The elders will lose their minds. And the forest…”
She doesn’t finish. She doesn’t have to.
I tip my head back against the brick, watching the slice of sky above the alley. The moon stares down, bright and indifferent, like she hasn’t just torn my life in two.
“Come on,” Talla says softly. “He’s already called you in.”
“Of course he has.”
I straighten on legs that don’t feel entirely steady. For twenty‑four years I’ve lived on the edge of every territory, never quite claimed, never quite safe.
Tonight, the packs noticed.
And there will be a price.