Middle School Chapter was finally over. I was already missing my friends and especially Hana . she always defended me
, and has been there when i needed her!
I was fortunate to have at least one true friend. She's not like any other fake friend who just praises you & talks foul behind your back. I hate those kind
when I entered into my new high school & moving towards cafeteria, I saw a bunch of girls surrounding someone .
All those girls were chanting , Just like a trained pet parrot
"Jade is amazing."
"Oh Jade"
"Ah Jade"
"Jade!!"
All I heard was "Jade"
Who was that..I didn't know.
Then I looked closely and saw a Honey brown hair girl , with curls, Wearing a dress full of white laces. She was like some ojou they show in Anime
By looking at her , I guessed she was among those rich brat high school stereotype.
So I thought better stay away from her...
I was Holding a strawberry milkshake & chocolate waffles. I was so hungry that I bought five or six plates
I tripped on the floor & the whole milkshake was spilled on the floor. My dress had developed some stains & I was embarrassed to get up. Everybody was staring at me. I looked down and was trying to get up.
A girl with silky purple died hair giving me hand to get up
, who looked like Fashionable athlete and could totally go as a model for the front picture of a fitness magazine!
She grinned "take my hand"
"Uhh...thanks..." i shyly murmured
"Oh wait..not in that way..I'm straight, sorry!" she laughed
"No..I didn't think in that way" I frowned , trying to get up
Then I walked towards and bent and repeated thank you for five times
"Ah that's fine" she said
"You know what? You look really Cute!" I was quite flattered .
Only my Aunt says that squeezing me , and i don't mean i don't like to be called that . It just makes me think i'm gaining weight even though they don't mean it.
Hana said that before but next , she would be like "Just kidding"
I asked "Seriously? Ah I know you must be kid-"
"no . I am not. You' look pretty that i could stare a whole day at you!" she said "I am Michiko you can call me whatever you like. " She flipped her hair
"You're exaggerating miss, michiko" I dusted my dress , leering at her.
I and Michiko got close real quick! It was just five minutes before I arrived the school. "At this rate I may become so popular" I the thought made me cringe, as i enjoy my solitude, but also , weirdly happy.
Michiko and I were heading towards library . My heart started to pound like it's going to come out on seeing a person who resembled someone very familiar ... that somebody
...
It was Him...
,
Makoto
...!
I smiled and tried to wave my hand to him, but stopped in half way as I was too shy & wasn't sure if he remembers me
.
Michiko rushed to the library , trying to race me till there , and she bumped into Makoto
...
"Hey boy..watch where you're going" she shouted
"Um..Excuse me but wasn't it you who was running?" Makoto glared at her
.
"Oh yeah, Talking back at me. Well this is Hallway , and One can move about freely as they like! Looser!" She screamed she flipped her hair again and walked towards me
...
"He is so annoying " she complained .
I didn't know what to say. I didn't want to defend him and leading her to know that I have a crush because I wanted to keep it as a secret & she is anyway a person I just met.
We spent the whole day laughing, chatting & talking
, and little gossips about teachers and staff. she really is impressive imitator. I have to admit, She's interesting & attractive.
She sits next to me in the class
, throw chits and when i say we're in class, she says "Oh Chizu, you're such a nerd lol!" I find it funny someone assuming i am a nerd , especially a Bookish or science geek. They should see my grades, literally.
I actually wanted to get closer to Makoto but somehow ended up being with her the whole day., the whole week soon!
.....
But to be honest, I was feeling happy to make a new friend
,
All though Things started to change a little bit.
It seemed like I was too happy to have her as a friend that I actually did all her chores
!
I returned her books to the library, I carried her bag., Did almost all of the project alone which we should actually have done together.... she's vain & such a pain, but a friend..
"It's common to help a friend " I said to inner self which was predicting something ...bad
!
Days started to change even more. She was asking me how she looked , how she sings, how pretty she is
, rate her on the scale of 1-10, and other bizarrely ridiculous things.
It was obvious that she wanted a positive answer
, something pleasing.
I began to praise her as I didn't want to loose her
She gets down just so i can bring her high
"I look..teribble !"
"Nooo you look gorgeous!"
"I sing so horrible!"
"Your song is awesome"
" I'm freaking ugly "
"NOO you are so beautiful"
I had to good to her at least once a day
.
My head hurts from the amount of face-palm i do.
It would be a great grammar lesson of sentence formation....
She always messes with other guys. Looking at her laughing with other guys, I felt a bit bad because in the group of guys she always chats, has Makoto & she looked talking to her which naturally made me a bit jealous but i didn't show .
They looked happy , which killed me inside, Bitter than a Lemon Peel.
I even said unexpected things like
,
.... "You and Makoto make a good pair"
Everyone says that but why did I say that? I didn't know why I was doing that .
She always blushes & freaks out and almost hits me on the face, which is her way of getting embarrassed , when I say that and says "oh don't be silly" she was enjoying it. It looked like I was enjoying too
.
But deep down I felt horrible
.
Saying things you never wanted to feels really bad
.
I was so disgusted of myself
.
I thought I was such a..
Hypocrite.