August 28thMy first thought in the morning is to sort Josh out first and only talk to Vicky after because she would think my plan is stupid and would tell me not to do it. I conclude in the bathroom that the signs of endless drinking no longer show on me. I put on a spaghetti strap denim dungaree, this is one of my favourites. I have some savoury cakes leftover from the party and drink a glass of 100% orange juice. I have nothing to wait for now. I grab my car keys and step out the door. I get to the house in minutes. I get out of the car and don`t stop until the house. Here I am. I quickly press the doorbell before I change my mind. Josh opens the door and looks at me surprised. The black t-shirt highlights his blue eyes, they are shining. He messes his hair up and shakes his head as if h
