August 3rdIn the morning I wake up like I had no sleep at all. I can only think about Josh. I try not to think about him because if everything stays like this, then in a few hours I`m going to be knocking on his door. I look for a technique to distract my mind. The first thing that comes to me is running. I put on my mint green running trousers with my white running top and put my hair up. It takes me ages to find my running shoes which I bought after I went to the running competition with Josh, but I haven`t used it since then. I make my way towards the small forest but I don`t turn towards the way down to the oak tree, instead, I run around the forest. When I finished the first round, my hormones are still going off so I decided to turn around and to the round again. When I get home, I h
