August 12thIn the morning when I`m getting ready, I wear some clothes for walking. I wear a turquoise vest, jeggings and my black Converse. I have no energy to do my hair so I just leave it down. I slowly go down the stairs, I`m doing better than I thought. Every improvement is an improvement. There is a pastry in the middle of the kitchen table. I grab it and eat it slowly while staring at the TV. I try to listen out to the streets while having breakfast so I can hear if Josh parks in front of the house. I patiently wait for the doorbell so it`s not obvious how much I was waiting to see him. I open the door and we smile at each other. -Good morning Lucille! How did you sleep?-he asks after coming to the kitchen. I like that I can see on his face that he is actually interested and he does

