July 4thYes, Independence Day is here. I rest nearly all day, I call this chilling now. I sunbathe, reply to some emails, read a book. Listen to music, paint my nails and curl my hair. I try to regain my mood which was ruined last night. I blame Josh for everything now. Around noon, I remember that I`m invited to Dia and Bud`s house. This fills me with happiness. Every year on this day, Josh`s parents host a big BBQ party. Bud can make an amazing steak and Dia is an amazing host. I went to every party each year before. Josh only attended on rare occasions. Because they are older than my parents, the party starts a bit earlier and finishes a bit earlier than usual. After lunch I have a short nap, then I start to get ready around 3 pm.
I pick my black skirt with black sandals but I can`t fi
