THE CEO's REGRET

CHAPTER 4: THE MESSAGE

Sebastian’s wife knew my name. That single fact hit me like a bucket of ice water straight down my back.

She didn’t just know my name, she knew exactly what her husband had done to me all those years ago. My legs kept walking anyway, carrying me down the sidewalk while my stomach twisted into a tight, sick knot.

I didn’t stop. I didn’t look back. I kept my face completely still, even as panic flooded through me in cold waves. Not for Claire. Not for the doorman watching from behind the glass.

Not for any of the strangers rushing past who had no clue my whole carefully built life was starting to c***k open right there on the pavement.

I pushed the memory of her calm, knowing eyes into that dark corner of my mind, the one I save for truths that could break me if I let them rise too fast.

Her voice stayed with me the entire drive home, quiet and steady: “I know who you are, Naomi. We need to talk. Right now.”

She hadn’t sounded mad or scared. Just sure. Like she’d been carrying that secret for a long time and had finally decided today was the day to lay it down between us. That quiet certainty scared me more than yelling ever could. My hands shook on the steering wheel the whole way, knuckles turning white.

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I gave myself forty-eight hours. The decision came hard and fast somewhere between the sidewalk outside Hale Tower and the first red light. Forty-eight hours to think, to breathe, to figure out what the hell I was going to do about Claire Sutton-Hale and everything her words carried.

Sixteen years of hiding had taught me how to sit with ugly truths before I made any moves. But the car felt too quiet, the silence pressing in from every side. Radio off. Both hands gripping the wheel until my fingers hurt. My mind kept turning over the same three brutal facts again and again:

Claire knew my name.

Someone had been watching my apartment for years.

A stranger had warned me that Sebastian had been watching my company.

Everything pointed the same dark direction, but I still couldn’t see the full picture. Not knowing made my chest feel tight, like something was slowly squeezing the air out of me.

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The memory hit me right as I stepped out of the parking garage and walked toward my front door, that dangerous moment when I let my guard down because home felt close enough to be safe.

It wasn’t some big dramatic fight. The ones that really hurt you never are.

We were in his apartment late at night. I was curled up on the sofa with a book I wasn’t actually reading. Sebastian stood at the kitchen counter answering emails. We’d been sitting in comfortable silence for two hours, just sharing the same space without needing to fill it.

Then, out of nowhere, while he was typing something else, he said it.

“I love you.”

Casual. Like the words had just slipped out without him meaning to.

I looked up from my book. He looked up from his laptop. For a second we just stared at each other. Then he said it again, slower this time, eyes locked on mine. “I love you, Naomi.”

In that quiet pause before I answered, one clear, terrifying thought cut through me, “This is the thing that’s going to undo me.”

I told him I loved him back. Every single word was honest and real.

By the time the memory let go of me, I was already at my front door. I slid the key in, turned the lock, and stepped inside, my chest still aching from the weight of that old feeling.

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Isla was sitting at the kitchen table, head bent over her textbook, grey eyes moving across the page with that deep focus she gets when she’s really locked in. One hand twirled a pen slowly between her fingers, that little habit she has when her brain is working hard.

Headphones hung around her neck, three highlighters lined up neatly beside her, and a half-eaten apple was turning brown near her elbow.

Sixteen years old. Sharp, warm, and so completely herself. She had my cheekbones… but his eyes.

I’d spent sixteen years never saying that second part out loud. But tonight, standing in the doorway and really looking at her, the secret felt heavier than ever. Claire’s calm voice echoed in my head again: “I know who you are.”

How long had she known?

What exactly did she know about me, and about my daughter?

And how the hell had she found out?

“You’re doing the staring thing again, Mom,” Isla said without looking up, her voice light but curious.

“I’m not staring. I’m just standing in my own doorway,” I answered, trying to sound normal.

“Same energy.” She lifted her head, those grey eyes scanning my face like she could see every worry I was trying to hide. “Hard day at work?”

“Long day,” I said, forcing a small smile. “Different kind of long. You know how it is.”

She watched me for a second longer, pen still turning between her fingers. “You sure you’re okay? You look… off.”

“Always okay, baby,” I lied. The words felt heavy and bitter on my tongue. “Don’t worry about me. Finish your homework.”

She gave me that half-believing look, the one that said she wasn’t fully buying it, but she’d let it go for now, and went back to her book. I walked over to the kitchen, made myself some tea I didn’t even want, and stood at the counter wondering if forty-eight hours would ever be enough to deal with all of this.

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I climbed into bed by ten-thirty with my laptop open, pretending to look over a vendor document.

At ten fifty-one, my phone buzzed. It was a forwarded email from my assistant with one short line on top: “This came through the general inbox. No sender name. Thought you should see it.”

I opened it with shaky fingers.

No greeting. No message. No name at the bottom. Just a subject line in bold.

“HE ARRANGED THE CONTRACT HIMSELF. CHECK THE INTERNAL REQUEST DATED 14 MONTHS AGO.”

I read it once. My heart slammed against my ribs. I sat straight up in bed and read it again, my breath catching hard in my throat.

The room went completely silent. Down the hall, Isla was sleeping peacefully. Outside the window, the city kept moving like nothing had happened. But those eleven words had just shattered everything I thought I understood when I walked into Hale Tower.

Sebastian hadn’t gotten my company through luck or some random referral. He had arranged the contract himself, fourteen months ago.

He had been waiting for me this whole time.

And someone inside his own company had wanted me to know it.

Who sent this? Why now?

What else had Sebastian been planning while I thought I was the one in control?

My hands trembled as I stared at the screen. The revenge I came for suddenly didn’t feel like something I was directing anymore.

It felt like something that was quietly starting to swallow me whole.