~CELINE~
I wish I could say I wasn't doubting myself after what happened with what had happened with Ragnar.
But I wasn't going to lie to myself, I was f****d, with a giant f.
Ragnar wasn't going to be a tough nut to crack, that much was obvious. The bond was unraveling the man in ways I didn't think I would ever get to see which should've made my job easier…if I wasn't feeling the exact same s**t he was.
I paced the floor of my bedroom–crazy that I actually called it mine–heart racing and stomach in knots as I tried to get my head back in the game.
I've spent my whole life being pushed around, being told what I can do and who I can be with and who I should be and what I deserve. Everything little choice that would define me was made by everyone else and I had foolishly taken it.
