I hate that I love him

I must be crazy

We have been laying in his bed now for ten minutes and he keeps making little snorting noises trying to hide his amusement.

“Please tell me what’s so funny Aiden”, he remains silent until he rolls onto his side taking the covers with him.

“Do you mind” I snort pulling the covers back over me.

He pulls them again making me roll over to face his back, and what an amazing back he has, smooth and tanned, I resist reaching out to touch it.

I pull on the covers again forcing him onto his back, he can’t resist laughing as he pulls the covers again yanking me with them.

“Your like a child” I scoff moving as far from him as possible.

“I’m like a child” he laughs again.

“Yes, your like a child” I yank the covers but its no use, he is too strong and determined to make my night hell.

“Well if I’m a child, I should probably do this” he pulls the covers completely off me exposing my bare legs, as well as my black underwear.

I try to cover my legs with my top, but Aiden grabs my hands and moves them away.

“Now what do we have here them” he is being totally inappropriate with me.

“Please stop” I attempt to reach down and grab the bed clothes but he pulls me back and pins me down.

He holds my hands above my head making me squirm under his weight.

“Aiden please” my voice sounds pitiful.

“Please what” he licks his lips and brings his mouth close to mine.

I cannot move, I am frozen with my lack of experience in these types of situations.

He holds both my hands with one of his, he then moves the other down my arm and down to my face.

“Please what Demi” he whispers my name seductively.

He moves a strand of hair and runs his finger behind my ear, this movement alone makes me un knowingly grind my pelvis into the bed.

He notices and looks down my body with lust in his eyes and a grin on his beautiful face.

“Please touch you” he looks into my eyes but I turn my face away with shame.

“Tell me what you want Demi” he slides his hand over my chest and across my now very hard n****e, again my hips move on their own.

He rolls his finger over my n****e.

“Touch you here Demi” he moves his lips within inches of my now exposed neck, his breath warm on my skin.

He moves one of his legs between mine forcing my legs to part, I try to fight him but he is strong.

He continues to move his hand down and up under the inside of my shirt.

“Please” is all I can mutter when his hand finds my breast again.

“You like this” he finds my n****e again and squeezes gently making a small moan escape from my lips.

He moves his hand down my body and to the edge of my panties making me move with a bit more force.

He runs his hand over the top of my underwear applying slight pressure when finding my sweet spot.

“Aiden”, I’m breathing hard and I think I can hear my own heart beating in my ears.

“You want me to touch you here” he kisses my neck and runs his tongue along my jaw.

“Tell me Demi”, he is so intoxicating.

I turn my face to look at him, he looks so hot right now I think I may combust.

“Tell me what you want” he asks me in a way I can not refuse.

He moves my panties to one side and slides his middle finger over my wetness.

I close my eyes and moan more loudly.

“Tell me now” he demands making me lift my head.

“Kiss me” my voice is low and inaudible.

“Louder” he is really moving his finger now, over and over my hard bud, I am lost in his movements, my body slowly giving into his charms.

“Kiss me” as soon as the words have left my mouth his lips are on mine, his tongue filling my mouth and his finger now deep inside me making me arch my back in pleasure, a pleasure I have never felt, not like this.

He removes his finger and lets go of my hands, he lifts my top up over my head and tosses it aside.

He then removes my panties pulling them slowly down my legs and tossing them also to the side.

He doesn’t climb back up, he stays there, where his head is in line with my now soaked lady parts.

I feel embarrassed so I try to close my legs.

He pushes them apart and moves his head between them, he puts his mouth on me making me close my eyes again, this is something I have never experienced before, never has a man put his tongue down there but it feels amazing.

I dig my nails into my thighs and cry out into the silent room.

Aiden takes my hands and places them on his head, I instinctively grab his soft brown hair and pull making him growl, what a lovely sound that is.

He holds my hips to stop me from moving, and it sends me over the edge, my body convulsing and shaking for what seems like forever.

Once he is satisfied I am done he climbs back up my now tired body and brings the covers with him.

He rolls me onto my side and wraps me in his safe arms.

“Sleep” is all he can say with his body pressed against mine.

I do not need to be told twice, I close my eyes and let sleep take its hold.

When I wake the next day Aiden has already gotten up and gone.

I am grateful for this because I do not think I could face him after what he done last night, but holy hell, that was hot.

I shower and dress in my little black shorts and white string vest.

The apartment is quiet and I’m hoping my bed will arrive today, but for now I need food and food is something we do not have.

The supermarket is busy and it takes for ever to get through checkout and back to the car, a car that takes me wherever I want, something I still cant get used to.

My bed arrives just after four in the evening and I spend the afternoon organising my room, its been painted in soft grey tones which I love.

Diane calls to tell me they have some new fabric that’s just arrived from Italy if we would like to come and have a look.

I tell her Monday morning would be a great time for me but I am unsure if Mr Jeffries will be joining me.

I cook myself some pasta and save the leftovers in the fridge, Aiden must be working late tonight, again I’m grateful as I’m not sure how to act around him anymore.

I hear the door open just after eight and I quickly close my bedroom door so I do not have to face him, childish I know, but like I said, I’m not used to this sort of thing.

My bedroom door springs open and there stands Aiden with a huge smile on his face.

“Excuse me, he cant just keep barging in like this, “its called privacy” I add holding out my hand.

He walks over to me and grabs my ankles pulling me down the bed so his legs are between mine.

I squeal and let out a giggle.

“Privacy went out the window last night when my head was between your legs” he places his hands either side of my head and hovers over me.

I feel my cheeks flush with shame.

“Hello Demi” he says smiling like a love sick puppy, “how was your day” he asks before standing back up and taking off his jacket.

“My day was good” my voice is small, “i have to go and look at some fabric on Monday” he looks at me and smiles.

“You mean we have to look at fabric on Monday” he says it like he wants to come with me, but he really doesn’t need too.

“I can go alone”, “I mean its what your paying me for” I want him to come with me, why did I just say that.

“Well I’m coming with you and that’s that” he undoes his top button and rolls up his sleeves.

“We need to talk about last night” I say getting up off the bed and randomly start to organise my pillows.

“We do” its more of a question than an answer.

“You know we do” I look at him smiling as he stands with his hands in his pockets.

“So talk” he removes his hands and sits on my bed.

I let out a breath and stand tall.

Shit this is harder than i thought.

“Ok good chat” I make a dash for the door when he grabs me from behind.

“Oh no you don’t, “you said lets talk”, he holds me firm, “now talk” his lips are close to my ear, I hear him breathing and I feel his manhood against my backside.

“Aiden please” I cant fight him when he is this close to me.

He kisses my neck sending shivers down my spine.

“Please what” his voice making me push myself against him.

“Tell me Demi, he is breathing hard now, “Tell me what you want” he pulls down my top and exposes my breasts, he holds them in his palms, they fit perfectly.

He rolls my n*****s in between his fingers making me relax my head back and lean on his chest.

He smells so good.

Suddenly there is a knock on the door making us both spring apart.

I cover myself up as Aiden leaves the room to go downstairs.

I have got to get a grip, we can not do this, its so wrong.

I hear talking and when I come down stairs I see Lady Jeffries standing in front of Aiden holding his cheeks, she hears me and spins around.

“Demi sweetheart” she comes to greet me with a hug.

“How are you settling in” she smiles but keeps her hands on my arms.

“Good thank you” I reply looking at Aiden who is smiling at me wildly and raising his eyebrows.

“Is my brother looking after you” she asks looking back at him.

“He is indeed” I say quietly “very well indeed” I add thinking of his hands on me moments ago.

“my dear sister” he says in a loud voice, “to what do we owe this pleasure” he looks at me again when he says pleasure.

“I was wondering if you would care to join me for dinner next weekend”, she puts her gloves back on to imply she is leaving.

“Demi of course we would love to see you there too” she looks at me and grabs her bag from the bottom stair.

I smile and say thank you, Aiden smiles at me and then back at his sister.

“Of course we will be there” he replies kissing her on the cheek.

“Super”, “I will call you in the week with all the details”, she gives me a smile then turns towards the door.

She leaves just as quick as she came, I really do owe her a lot.

I hurry back to the comfort of my room with Aiden close behind me.

“You cant run from me Demi” I hear his footsteps getting closer as I shut my bedroom door and run to the other side of my bed.

He crashes in my room breathing widely.

“Privacy” I yell as he walks towards me.

“f**k privacy” he undoes his shirt and throws it on the floor.

I throw myself on the bed in a desperate attempt to roll off the other side and away from him, but he catches my foot and yanks me back.

“Aiden” I cry out trying to get his hand off me.

He yanks down my shorts as I pull myself away from him.

“Yes Demi” he teases as he grabs my underwear.

“This is so inappropriate” I breath trying to get out of his grip.

“Was it inappropriate last night when I had my head between your thighs” he has hold of both of my ankles now and is pulling me towards him.

“Was it inappropriate just a few minutes ago when my hands were on your breasts”

Oh f**k he has a point.

He lowers himself between my legs, I can feel his hardness on my lady parts.

He slams his lips onto mine, I grant him access with his tongue, he is one hell of a good kisser.

He undoes his pants with one hand releasing his hard member, his lips never leaving mine.

He thrusts deep inside me making me cry out with a mixture of pain and pleasure, he is big and something I’m not accustomed to, but by god does he feel good.

He makes the most sexiest noises as he pushes deep inside me, my hands claw at his back making him growl.

He holds the top of my head as I wrap my legs around his waist, he is a machine, moving his hips around and around, he is merciless making me loose control of all my thoughts and insecurities and he is now and forever will be my god.

He finally lets go crying out into the crook of my neck, his breathing matching mine.

When he looks at me his brow is wet with sweat, but he smiles the most sexiest smile and I know without a shadow of doubt that I am in love.