Allen
I was rather proud of myself.
I hadn't been entirely sure if I would be able to sneak in undetected and then stay hidden on top of it.
But, I'd found a small little nook where I'd promptly hid myself and waited patiently for the day's activities to come to an end. It was difficult, listening to all of the cries and pleas for help. It tore me apart in ways I wasn't used to. It ripped parts of myself wide open I thought had been long dead.
Hell, that could be in part due to the raw emotions I'd been privy to between Constance and Nikolai.
I was learning who Constance was. And, as much as I hated to say it, I felt very guilty for how I treated her. For how I'd treated so many. Her harsh words, and Gabriel's, had been justified even though at the time I'd felt otherwise. I had act
