The Rejected White Wolf

Chapter 5

I was lying in my bed, thinking about everything that has happened today, and sighed. Fist it starts with me finding out that I have to go back to my old pack, then I find out that the twins and Winston had already knew about this for months, and next I find out that Winston wants to mark me and officially make me his, I mean he hasn't even found his true mate yet.

'Flashback, earlier today'

I stormed off to my room, pissed that Winston had kept something so big from me. I knew that he was following me because I could hear his footsteps behind me. I opened my bedroom door and was just about to close it when I felt a pair of strong arms wrap around my waist, pulling me back into his chest.

"Please just let me go Winston, I need some time to think." I said softly. He sighed heavily and pulled me into my room, closing the door.

"I'm sorry I've kept it from you for so long, I just didn't have the heart to tell you." He whispered into my hair. I pulled his arms off of me and turned around so I was facing him. He wrapped his arms around me again and pulled me back to him, I put my head onto his chest and relaxed.

"I'm not mad at you, I'm just upset that you didn't tell me, I would have liked to know so that I had a little time to digest it all. I mean we leave in two days." I said quietly. He rubbed my back and and breathed in my scent.

"I know and I'm sorry, I honestly thought I was doing the right thing." I smiled slightly. He's such a sweet guy and he's always there for me. Why couldn't he be my mate instead of stupid Jarvis. At the thought of his name, my wolf howled in joy.

"I'll get over it, don't worry." I said pulling back. I leaned up and gave him a small kiss. He immediately kissed me back. It was fiery and passionate, he licked my bottom lip, asking for entrance and I quickly gave it. Our tongues danced with each other and fought for dominance. He won and now had control of the kiss. I pulled away, panting for breath and I felt Winston move down to my neck. He planted kisses everywhere and had me tilting my head to my side.

I barely even noticed anything else outside of the fiery lips on my neck, that is until I felt Winston's sharp canines on my neck. He was trying to mark me, and forever make me his. I quickly pulled away and pushed Winston off of me. His eyes were pitch black with lust clearly written all over them. I touched my hand to his cheek and tried to calm him down.

"Winston why did you try to mark me? I thought you were waiting for your mate?" I asked when he was fully calmed down. He frowned and took my hands in his.

"I don't want to wait for my mate Acelynn. I love you and I always will." He said as he kissed each of my knuckles. My heart skipped a beat and I knew he heard it because he got a big smile on his face. But I couldn't let him mark me, if he does he's bound to me forever and he will become my mate, if I let him he would surely hate me later on when he finds his true mate.

I smiled at him, a genuine smile and said,

"I love you to Winston, more then anything, but you know why I can't let you mark me. You have to wait for your true mate." He growled lowly and looked irritated.

"I know I have a true mate but I love you and always will. She'll never be able to be what you are to me. Please just let me mark you baby, I want to be your mate." He had so much love in his voice that I almost said yes, almost.

"Winston I can't. I'm sorry." I said quietly. He looked at his lap sadly and nodded his head. I got off my bed and led him to my door. Wrapping my arms around his waist I kissed his chest, knowing he loved it. He smiled and hugged me back. After a few minutes of holding each other we separated and I opened my door for him.

"I love you Winston. Good night." I said as he stepped out.

"I love you to Acelynn. Forever and always." He said back. He blew me a kiss and walked down the hallway to his bedroom. I slowly crawled into bed, feeling the tears start to leak out. I wanted nothing more then to let Winston mark me, but I can't ruin his chances at eternal happiness. With that thought on my mind I quickly fell asleep.

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The last two days had past in a blur. I had packed up my bedroom, only leaving out what was needed, and I helped pack up the rest of the pack house. We didn't tell everything because we would be back In a few years. It was moving day and the day I had been dreading. Winston hasn't brought up the marking thing since we talked about it, but I knew it would come up again.