I just need another six weeks, which is another forty-two days, and then we will be together for all eternity.
Seven weeks down. We are now five weeks away. And it is still terrible.
There are five shows each week, and each one takes place in a different city. Despite the fact that I despise what I'm doing and am completely worn out, I have no choice but to honor the pledge I made. I have the urge to act like a rat and quit the band, but I won't since that's not who I am. I have a lot of love for these individuals, and I want the best for them. It might be disastrous for them if I leave without finding a replacement right now. I won't do it as long as Victor Damion is willing to hold off on leaving until I arrive. If he informs me that he is finished before I am able to get to him, then
