My whole life, I've experienced pain, but this is a different kind than I've ever felt before. It is not the result of something that is bad or ugly. This suffering was brought on by something beautiful—my feelings for Victor Damion Stephens. I embrace it. I am holding on to it with both of my fists as firmly as I can because I do not ever want to forget the love that I have for him. My happiness will always come from the fact that I love him.
Mandy Eliot
Valium has been a godsend, thank God.
Because of everything I went through with my mother's addiction, I feel guilty that I took a mind-altering drug in order to cope with the feelings I'm having about leaving Victor Damion. Specifically, I feel guilty because I took the drug so that I could deal with the feelings I'm having about leav
